What Now

What Now
I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn‘t be crying,
tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger,
now also I say
But something is missing
[00:39.77][01:36.95][01:44.72]Whatever it is,
It feels like it's laughing at me
[01:41.29]through the glass of a two-sided mirror
it's just laughing at me
[01:51.72]And I just wanna scream
[01:55.19][03:00.51]What now? I just can't figure it out
[02:02.33][03:07.82]What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? ohhhh what now?
[02:21.04]
I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But i'm not mugging
it feels like it's laughing at me
It's just sitting there laughing at me
What now? Please tell me
[03:24.77]What now?
There's no one to call
cause I’m just playing games with them all
The most where I’m happy,
the more that I’m feeling alone
Cause I spent every hour
just going through the motions
I can’t even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bomb, but I just wanna shout
What now? somebody tell me
[03:40.40][03:48.32]I don’t know where to go
[03:42.15][03:50.37]I don’t know what to feel
[03:44.20][03:52.38][03:59.23]I don’t know how to cry
[03:46.38][03:54.51]I don’t know ow ow why
So what now?
Somebody tell me! what now!