hurt you

Woke up in the middle of the night
深夜惊醒
Scars on my knees blood dripping down to the bottom of my feet
膝盖伤疤裂开 鲜血淌到脚底
My mind feels weak
忽感虚弱至极
Trace my footsteps back a few hours
追溯数小时前的行为
I might have said some things to her in a fuxked up state
我可能在混乱状态对她说了不好的话
So stupid of me
我真蠢
She says
她说
It ain't the first time probably won't be the last
这不是第一次 大概也不会是最后一次
I'm sick of hearing your excuses
我听腻了你的借口
I haven't slept in days and by now all of your apologies are useless
我好几天没睡 而你的道歉一文不值
I've done everything I can to sympathize
我已尽我所能去感同身受
But I think I've finally reached my limit
但我想现在终于达到极限
I'm walking away
我要走了
Walking away
离开你
Baby anything you want
宝贝 你想要什么都行
I know I've complicated things
我知道我把事情搞复杂了
I've been crawling in the dark
我一直在黑暗中爬行
But I swear to god I'll get myself cleam
但我发誓我会把自己弄干净
Can't imagine where I'd be without your love
无法想象没有你的爱 我会在哪里
This time I promise I won't let you down
这次我保证不会让你失望
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when I'm screaming
宝贝 你是我尖叫时唯一能听到我声音的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世界上没有人能像你一样改变天空的颜色
I admit that I was wrong, couldn't control any of my feelings
我承认我错了 未能控制好泛滥的感情
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你看我想让你知道 我只是在逃避自己
I never meant to hurt you
我从没想过要伤害你
Never meant to hurt you, no, no
从没想过会伤害你 我没有 未曾
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah, ooh-yeah
I get messed up ever night
我每晚都搞得一团糟
Always
总是如此
Start with five shots just to level me out
先干五杯 把我排除在外
Walk the streets till the sunrise
沿街游荡 直至旭日东升
Everyday
从无例外
Sounds like ground zero bombs flaring inside
我的内心似乎正在剧烈爆炸
I know I'm out of control
我知道我失控了
Just trying to fill up the holes
一味渴望把空洞填满
Trying to make things better
努力让事情变得更好
Don't want you to go
只求你别离开
I promise this will be the last time
我保证这是最后一次
I'm gonna change my ways
我一定会改变我自己
Baby anything you want
我会满足你的一切愿望
I'll do anything to please
我会做任何事讨你欢心
I've been crawling in the dark
我已身处黑暗泥泞太久
But I swear to god I'll get myself clean
但我发誓我会脱胎换骨
Can't imagine where I'd be without your love
无法想象没有你的爱我要如何过活
This time I promise I won't let you down
我保证不会再让你失望
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when I'm screaming
宝贝 你是唯一能听到我绝望呼声的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世上再无人似你 能改变我天空的颜色
I admit that I was wrong, couldn't control any of my feelings
我真的错了 没能好好控制住情绪
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你知道我只是 一直在逃避自己
I never meant to hurt you
我怎么胆敢伤害你
Baby your the only one that hears my voice when I'm screaming
宝贝 你是唯一能听见我绝望嘶吼的人
Nobody else in this world can change the colors of the sky like you do
世上再无人如你 轻易改变我天空的色彩
I admit that I was wrong, couldn't control any of my feelings
我承认我错了 没能控制住糟糕情绪
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
你知道我只是 一直想逃离自己
I never meant to hurt you
但我从未想过伤害你
Never meant to hurt you
绝对不曾想要伤害你
I never meant to hurt you
我绝不愿伤害你
You see I want you to know I was running from myself
我只是想告诉你 我正在摆脱我自己
I never meant to hurt you
我从未想伤害你