Hurt Any Less

5AM, in the rain
凌晨五点 我站在清冷的雨里
Waiting for you to explain
等待你解释你自己的言行举止
Why you don't think you can stay
为何你总要离我而去
Why my world's just gone insane
为何我的世界总是支离破碎 疯狂而茫然
I remember the first time we were here
仍记得昔日我们初次站在这里
You told me all your darkest fears
你低头告诉我 你内心最黑暗的恐惧
And I fell apart
那时起我就已经心碎
I knew this was coming from day one
这所有的一切 都源于很久很久以前的那一天
Back there in September when we'd just begun
时光倒流回九月 那是我们初见相识 一段邂逅刚刚开始
I was right, but I've never wanted to be so wrong
我猜对了一切 却比任何一个时刻都希望自己猜错了
Why did you have to let me let you in?
为什么你让我对你敞开了心扉
I don't let many people under my skin
我把自己保护在层层伪装之下 不让任何人窥见真实的我
I know that this is for the best
我告诉自己 这是最好的选择
But it doesn't hurt any less
但是 痛楚依旧清晰
But it doesn't hurt any less
痛得令人窒息

人们总是冷漠无情 伤之再伤
People break each other's hearts
却有千千万万的冷酷的方法 又有千千万万个借口
In their individual ways
在你的无情之下 我的心碎裂成二
You broke mine clean in half
当你把我独自留在孤独的黑暗中时
When you let me stay
我是那么的无助 那么的容易受伤
You made me feel so exposed
多么渴求那些让我感到温暖的感情
Asked for the feelings I held close
却眼睁睁地看着它离去
And I gave them away
而这所有的一切 都源于很久很久以前的那一天
I knew this was coming from day one
从来不是爱情 从来只是纷乱
This was never love, it was chaos
我猜对了一切 却比任何一个时刻都希望自己猜错了
I was right, but I've never wanted to be so wrong
为什么你让我对你敞开了心扉
Why did you have to let me let you in?
我把自己保护在层层伪装之下 不让任何人窥见真实的我
I don't let many people under my skin
我告诉自己 这是最好的选择
I know that this is for the best
但是 痛楚依旧清晰
But it doesn't hurt any less
痛得令人窒息
But it doesn't hurt any less
原来 我不是你想象中的模样
I'm not what you thought you wanted
是你开始了我们之间难分难舍的一段孽缘
It was you who started this
我倾尽了所有 却无从奢望
I gave everything, expecting nothing
然而 痛楚依旧清晰
But it doesn't hurt any less
你对我说 这是你的错
You tell me you were mistaken
但这依旧无法弥补我所失去的所有
But you can't give back what you've taken
掌握一切的感觉是否如你所愿？
How does it feel to be keeping it all?
我找不到可以栖居的中间地带
I can't see how there's a middle ground
我曾经渴望得到你的爱 如今我已无欲无求
I wanted you, but I want nothing now
我想 我宁愿就此从执迷不悟的梦境中坠落
I think I'd rather take the fall
为什么你让我对你敞开了心扉
Why did you have to let me let you in?
我把自己保护在层层伪装之下 不让任何人窥见真实的我
I don't let many people under my skin
我告诉自己 这是最好的选择
I know that this is for the best
但是 痛楚依旧清晰
But it doesn't hurt any less
痛得令人窒息
But it doesn't hurt any less
原来 我不是你想象中的模样
I'm not what you thought you wanted
是你开始了我们之间难分难舍的一段孽缘
But it was you who started this
我倾尽了所有 却无从奢望
I gave everything, expecting nothing
然而 痛楚依旧清晰
But it doesn't hurt any less