Deadweight

I kinda wish you were temporary
我希望你于我是暂时的
So i don't give you all my shit to carry
所以我不会全身心依附与你
And sometimes it all gets too loud
有时世事纷扰
I'm glad that i'm just in the background
我很高兴我可以退而不见
I know you want to help me
我知道你想助我逃离
But you might just grow to hate me
但你可能会越来越恨我
And i don't wanna push you away
我不想把你从我身边推开
But you know you don't have to stay
但你知道你不必留下来
'Cause you're watching me slowly break
因为你会看着我慢慢地崩溃
But in time i'll just
总有一天我会那样
Be a deadweight
成为累赘
I'll be a deadweight
我会成为一个累赘
I'm thankful that you're there for me
我很感激你能伴我身侧
But letting it out is always scary
但将情绪发泄出来是很可怕的
You pull up but i weight you down
你与我背道而驰
You should be happy even if i drown
就算我溺亡你也该高兴
I don't feel like myself
我感觉这不像我自己
Nothing really helps
没什么帮助
I'm sorry i'm annoying
对不起，我知道我很烦人
But i just need something to help me feel
但我只是想要
To help me feel like i'm alive
让我觉得我还活着
I know you want to help me
我知道你想助我逃离
But you might just grow to hate me
但你可能会越来越恨我
And i don't wanna push you away
我不想把你从我身边推开
But you know you don't have to stay
但你知道你不必留下来
'Cause you're watching me slowly break
因为你会看着我慢慢地崩溃
But in time i'll just
总有一天我会那样
Be a deadweight
成为累赘
I'll be a deadweight
我会成为一个累赘
I'm too far gone i cant be saved
我已经病入膏肓，药石无医
So in time i'll just
所以最后
Be a deadweight
我会成为一个累赘
I'll be a deadweight
碌碌无为的累赘