Novice

编曲/录混：二瓶雄大
Prod/Mix：二瓶雄大
Verse 1
Verse 1
18 still nonage, still a child with nothing
18岁了和未成年没区别 依旧是个一无所有的小孩
No money callin’ message, they tell me stop fussing
没有工作信息 他们都让我别大惊小怪
First to finish college, then to office struggling
他们让我先完成学业 然后坐办公室努力工作
But I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T, I‘ve been hustling
但我一直都急于追求独立
New songs, new choreography
新歌和新编舞
Was willing to try, willing to write
我以前很乐于创作新歌和新编舞
Wanted to be a superstar and to be flawless
曾经想变得完美无瑕
Now I expect less, reflect less, be more passionless
而现在我的期待更低了 不反省自己了 激情也减退了
Pre-Chorus
Pre-Chorus
Inferiority, more I see, more I feel
看得越多 就越觉得自卑
The feeling kills, cannot heal
这种感觉令人很难受 又消失不了
Everything is not so real
周围的一切都变得不那么真实了
Chorus
Chorus
Year after year I'm still nobody
一年又一年 我依旧是无名小卒
Pleased to be nobody
我很乐意这样
Pleased to be a novice
乐意做一个新手
Always a novice
保持初学者的状态
We still got time
反正我们还有大把时间
Bridge
Bridge
Where am I
我在哪
Is this the paradise, paradise
我到底是
Or am I alive
死了还是活着
Pretty sure I’m paralyzed, paralyzed
但我确信我已麻木
Verse 2
Verse 2
**** fake smile, fake love
虚假的笑容和虚假的爱算什么东西
Never pretend to be one of you
我从来不会为了融入而跟风
Just pursue what I loved in the first place
我就静静地追求着我最初所爱的
I've never been satisfied, but I'm purified
人不能自满 心不能不纯
Crave for independence
我渴望独立
But lack of confidence
但却缺乏自信心
The spirit is willing
心有余
But the flesh is weak
而力不足
Nineteen 但依旧有太多事没法自己做决定
19 But many times I can't have the right to make decisions
不自信 谁知道未来是否光明
I'm not confident, cuz who knows whether I will have a bright future
Pre-Chorus
Pre-Chorus
Inferiority, more I see, more I feel
看得越多 就越觉得自卑
Now I feel ill, have been sealed
我病了吧 被封印了吧
Impossible to feel like it's no big deal
别跟我说这没什么大不了的
Chorus
Chorus
Year after year I'm still nobody
一年又一年 我依旧是无名小卒
Pleased to be nobody
我很乐意这样
Pleased to be a novice
也乐意做一个新手
Always a novice
保持初学者的状态
We still got time
反正我们还有大把时间
Bridge
Bridge
My true love, cannot fake, cannot fake
我所热爱的变不了也藏不住
Please don't procrastinate, -crastinate
所以别拖了着手去做吧
Get up
Get up
Chorus
Chorus
Year after year I'm still nobody
一年又一年 我依旧是无名小卒
Pleased to be nobody
我很乐意这样
Pleased to be a novice
也乐意做一个新手
Always a novice
保持初学者的状态
I'm still nobody
我依旧是无名小卒
Pleased to be nobody
这有什么不好的
Pleased to be a novice
一直做初学者又有什么不好的
Always a novice, always a novice
就这样一直做初学者
We still got time
反正我们还有大把时间