Smile Through It All

Although it's tough, when growing up I was a pretty normal kid
虽然家境困难，我还是成为了一个相当普通的孩子
I'm old enough to realize that my family had more to give
直到长大我才意识到家人本可以给予我更多
We couldn't afford a lot but I kept on ignoring it
我们付不起太多债，而我一直在试着忽略
And would I make it? my basement is where I'm recording in
你觉得我能做到吗？在地下室录下所有歌
I'm depending on a dream and if I'd ever score it big
这全凭我的梦想，如果我曾异想天开
They believe on what it seems but I ain't even close to it
他们只相信表面上看到的，甚至连靠近一点都不愿意
I'm focusing on what I do, not caring if they notice it
专注于现在的事，才不管有没有人看见
I'm composing my life story, all the highs and lows in it
撰写我的人生，所有高潮和低谷
My family was doing good, I'm riding bikes around the block
我的家庭真TM棒
But coming home to mom and dad and the fighting never stopped
骑车穿过整个街区，回到家就只看到父母无尽的争吵
And it already begun, my father was getting drunk
早就开始了，父亲喝醉了在家里砸东西
Breaking things around the house, telling my mom to pick it up
然后让我妈再捡起来
I would be laying on my bed, hearing the yelling through the walls
而我就躺在床上听墙那边的争吵
It was small in the beginning now I couldn't take it at all
开始我还能笑着面对，而现在我快要崩溃了
And I'm preparing to fall and why is this happening?
我准备想跳楼，你问为什么？
Drastically, actually this life was after me
显然生活变成这样，都是因为有了我
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想过着无忧无虑的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
随随便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他们恨你，一笑置之
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感谢他们，一笑置之
I'm doing well so thanks for your help
我做的很好，谢谢你的“帮助”
I do it for myself for nobody else
我为自己，不为别人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了，笑一笑就完事了
It was clear, It's been a couple of years since it has been this way
很明显，这样的生活持续了好几年
I look away but it was the same thing, different day
不同的日期，同样的事情
Little things got me in trouble and I would get it bad
一些小事我都做不好，还会做的更糟
And I hated you and I ain't sorry, just forget it dad
爸，我恨你，没有一点对不起，快把我忘了吧
And it's sad having a kid who doesn't like you
真可悲啊，没有一个孩子像你
Dad I would never wanna be just like you
我也从不想变成你
You'd beat me with whatever that you can find
你见我一次打一次
And with mom, the people knew, it's nothing that you could hide
而邻居都知道，你在我妈面前什么都藏不住
I was only 13 and I would come home a little lately
我13岁就很晚回家
Try to hurt me now, I grew up and I was in your face
现在还想伤害我？我已经长大了！
Looking in your eyes, I decided to take a stand
看看你的眼睛，我决定留下点什么
Damn you were surprised, that's when I became a man
操！我成长为一个男人的时候你是如此惊讶
You told me to try to hit you and I punched you in your mouth
你告诉我你想打你自己，我就一拳打在你嘴上
And I was out, packed my things and I was running out the house
然后走人，收拾好东西跑出房子
On my own, I thank mom for being my backbone
在我离家出走的几个月里，感谢妈妈一直支持着我
I was gone for a month, you wanted me back home but I'm gone
她想让我回去，但我还是决定永远离开这里
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想过着无忧无虑的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
随随便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他们恨你，一笑置之
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感谢他们，一笑置之
I'm doing well so thanks for your help
我做的很好，谢谢你的“帮助”
I do it for myself for nobody else
我为自己，不为别人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了，笑一笑就完事了
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Even if they hate you
即使他们恨你
Look, ain't nobody can replace you
听着，没有人能取代你
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Yeah they can be fake too
他们都假惺惺的
You got your life, just be grateful
要对生活充满感激
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Even if they hate you
即使他们恨你
What they say can't break you
他们说的话并不能打败你
Just smile through it all
一笑置之
Just be grateful
心怀感激
Just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了
Just smile through it all
笑一笑就完事了
You and mom gotta divorce, I was happy hearing the news
你跟妈妈离婚了，我听到这个消息的时候很开心
I didn't know a lot before, now I'm fearing the truth
我以前不知道，但现在想想就怕
The last day before you went, you came and cried to me
你去世的前一天找到我还向我哭泣
And I didn't pay no mind when you said goodbye to me
你说再见的时候我并不是没有注意到
The whole family left you, I wanted to forget you
整个家庭都抛弃你，我想忘掉你
Now I feel a guilt in my stomach and I'm regretful
我现在只感到内疚和悔恨
I stopped following rules, I dropped right outta school
不遵守规定，主动辍学
Hanging with the wrong crowd, I thought that I was cool
和假朋友混在一起，觉得自己很酷
And when I was 17, I just gave up, I couldn't do it 17
岁时快要放弃自己的人生
Life was ****** up and my music would help me through it
但是音乐救了我
Truth is, I miss the family we once had
其实我很想念以前的家
When we supported each other, something I want back
当我们支持彼此时，我想要回点东西
And it's been 5 years since you were once here
毕竟我在那里呆了5年
I wanted to make it clear, your voice I wanna hear
我想让你知道，我想再听见你的声音
I would look at your number and pick the phone up
我想给你打电话
I wanted to let you know, your son has grown up
我想让你知道，你的儿子已经长大了
I just wanna live a life with no stress
我想过着无忧无虑的生活
Success is just a mile away, I look for better days
随随便便就能成功的生活
Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all
即使他们恨你，笑着面对
Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all
要感谢他们，笑着挺过来
I'm doing well so thanks for your help
我做的“很好”，谢谢你的帮助
I do it for myself for nobody else
我为自己，不为别人
And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all
我只欠我自己的
Just smile through it all, just smile through it all
笑着挺过来，笑着挺过来
It's kinda ****** up, having your whole family leave you
真TM操蛋，整个家庭都离你而去
We all make mistakes, the same for all people
我们犯过错，每个人都是
And I was always aware of my surroundings
我总是过分在意周围的环境
Always getting grounded, didn't care cuz I was childish
总是依赖他们，没有意识到我的幼稚
I went through the same, I feel the pain cuz you were labelled
经历同样的事情，感受被贴上标签的痛苦
You still played a role putting the food on the table
你仍是把饭菜端到桌子上的那个人
After you left, it was hard to be stable
你走之后，我的情绪很难稳定
And the man I am now, I admit that I don't hate you dad
现在这个男人已经不再恨他的父亲了
To be honest if you were here, I would take you back
说实话如果你还在，我不想让你走
And I hate the fact that I made mom pick a side
我狠我让妈妈只能选择一边
Forget the pride, sick inside, I ain't proud of what I done
忘掉那些荣耀，其实内心充满痛苦，我所做的一点都不骄傲
The fam was pretty good but I was stupid and I f*cked it up
家庭真的挺好，我才是真TM棒的那个
This song I wrote is something for me to show
这首歌我想告诉你
I'm a man now cuz you weren't there to see me grow
我现在是真正的男人，但成长的过程你不在身边
Something you didn't know and I'm letting out my story
有些事情你不知道，你再也不会出现在我的故事里
Cuz I ****** everything up and I regret it and
因为我把一切都毁了，还有
I'm sorry dad
爸爸，对不起