Twisted

Am I supposed to feel something,
Was I supposed to let you win,
Why do these things keep happening,
To me.
I see these spirits hovering,
They're forcing me, they're pressuring,
The life I lived has now caved in,
On me.
And I'm twisted,
I'm pushing you away,
And I'm lonely,
And I'm listless,
I'm keeping you at bay,
And I'm lonely.
(Don't want to be lonely)
Somebody give me a reason,
Can't somebody tell me why,
I don't want to have to wait,
I don't want to have to start again,
And reset my mind.
And I'm twisted,
I'm pushing you away,
And I'm lonely,
And I'm listless,
I'm keeping you at bay,
And I'm lonely.
I don't know why, but I'm sinking.
Losing the light, I've lost the light.
And I'm twisted,
I'm pushing you away,
And I'm lonely,
And I'm listless,
I'm keeping you at bay,
And I'm lonely.