the last bar

She smoked a cigarette at the last bar
But nowhere else
She told me everything was okay
When it felt like hell
I never could get her out of my mind
She didn’t mean me well
But I knew that, so it’s my fault
Just wish she knew how I had felt
Speak your mind, tell me what you really think of me
Is it hate? Is it lust? Is it jealousy?
I wouldn’t blame you if you walked away right now
Even when I think you’re dead to me
And tomorrow when you text me like “what’s wrong?”
I won’t tell you ****
Because the next day you might quit
You’ll be the girl I can’t forget
And you turn off the light cuz’ I know that you feel the same
It’s stuck in my head, and I can’t get you out of my brain
I said I’m sorry if I let you down
But now I’m falling to the ground
Keep on calling but she don’t care
She just leaves me alone
At the couch at home, please pick up the phone
And this is all the **** I had already known
And I’m surprised your lies had a cheerful tone
Now, it’s just a minute, why is it gotta be finish?
We were both as weak, and I was in into in it
Now you can’t respond, it’s like your windows are tinted
I just want you to visit, girl I’m making my living
Speak your mind, tell me what you really think of me
Is it hate? Is it lust? Is it jealousy?
I wouldn’t blame you if you walked away right now
Even when I think you’re dead to me
And tomorrow when you text me like “what’s wrong?”
I won’t tell you ****
Because the next day you might quit
You’ll be the girl I can’t forget
And you turn off the light cuz’ I know that you feel the same
It’s stuck in my head, and I can’t get you out of my brain
I said I’m sorry if I let you down
But now I’m falling to the ground…