Deathbed

I apologize for what I said
我为我说的话道歉
But I still meant it
但我仍然是真心的
I know that I live in my head
我知道我生活在我的脑海里的世界
You won't let me forget it
你不会让我忘记它
I promised that I tried
我答应我试过
But walls don't break
但墙不会断裂
And words don't mean enough
言辞并不足够
I swear I never meant
我发誓我从未想过
To lose my grip on something that I love
失去我所爱的东西

我将躺在病床上
I'll be laying on my deathbed
我会告诉你我搞砸了
And I'll tell you that I f****d it up
是的，我将躺在病床上
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
因为我爱你，但这还不够
'Cause I love you but it's not enough
我祈祷有什么可以给你

是的，我知道我感觉到了
I'm praying something's gonna give
钟摆会摆动
Yeah I know I feel it
季节会改变
And the pendulum is gonna swing
我保证我会尝试
And rotate the seasons
成为一个值得拥有的人
I promise that I'll try
因为如果我改变
To be a person you deserve at all
当我想回家的时候你会允许
Cause maybe if I change
我将躺在病床上
You'll let me in when I wanna come home
我会告诉你我搞砸了

是的，我将躺在病床上
I'll be laying on my deathbed
因为我爱你，但这还不够
And I'll tell you that I f****d it up
我答应我试过
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
但墙不会断裂
'Cause I love you but it's not enough
言辞并不足够

我发誓我从未想过
I promised that I tried
失去我这一生所爱的东西的
But walls don't break
And words don't mean enough
I swear I never meant
To lose my grip on something that I love