Not Once Not Ever

Hello
My dear friend
Your reputation quite true
These are thoughts I've held on
And saved inside for you
'Cause I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever
Maybe it's been two years
It could be three
You know it's hard to recall
I was younger, I thought it was me
Maybe you were someone else then too
'Cause I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever
I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever
And it's the same old thing
You know I said this from the start
That living together is something you do
And married is something you are
Now...
And even after all this
I writing to you now
To be reminded of it all
Darling, can you hear me
Do you understand
Our best decisions so often were unplanned
I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever
I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever
Not ever
Not ever
Not ever