Appointments

I'm staying in tonight
今晚我会留在这里
I won't stop you from leaving
我不会阻止你离开
I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?
我知道我不是你想要的那个人，难道我是吗？
Wanted someone who I used to be like
你想要是过去的那个我
Now you think I'm not trying
现在你认为是我丝毫没有努力
Well Don't argue
好吧 不要争吵
It's not worth the effort to lie
它不值得你花费那些撒谎的力气
You don't want to bring it up
你不想提起这件事
And I already know how we look
我也知道我们看起来如何了
You don't have to remind me so much
你不需要如此提醒我
How I disappoint you
我是怎样让你失望
It's just that I talked to somebody again
其实只是我又和别人谈过了
Who knows how to help me get better
一个知道怎样帮助我变得更好的人
Until then I should just try not to miss anymore
直到那时我应该就试着不要再去想念
Appointments
那些约定
Ooh ooh ooh ooh...
噢
I think if I ruin this
我想如果是我毁掉了这一切
That I know I can live with it
这些我知道我可以与之共存的事物
Nothing turns out like I pictured it
没什么像我想象的一样结局
Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
或许这种空虚感就是在帆布中得到的教训
I think if I fail again
我想 如果我再次坠入爱河
That I know you're still listening
我知道你还在听
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
或许最后一切都能有更好的结果
And I know that it's not
并且我知道它并非如此
But I have to believe that it is
但我必须相信它将会这样
I have to believe that it is
我需要相信会的
I have to believe that it is
我需要相信会的
(I have to believe it)
（我必须相信）
I have to believe that it is
（我必须相信会的）
(Probably not)
（或许不会）
(But I have to believe that it is)
（但是我必须相信一切都会有更好的结果）
And when I tell you that you that it is
并且当我告诉你这一切并非你
Oh It's not for my benefit
并非只是为了我的一己私利
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
或许一切都会变好
Oh I know that it's not
哦可我知道不会的
But I have to believe that it is
但是我还是需要相信 会的