Bedhead

I woke up with a voice in my head
Think I knew what was wrong
Try to make, make my way out of bed
Trouble (?)
I woke up, felt like I never slept
No one knew what was wrong
Toxic thoughts taking over my head
Every day felt way too long
It's not alright
I'm lost in the fight
I think I've been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
(?) it's so hard to tell
There's so much distance in between
I'm feeling worse than I ever felt
But you seem to have forgotten me
I wake up feeling I wanna sleep
I've lost all hope for a change
(?) tears streaming down my cheek
Luck feels like it's far out of range
It's not alright
I'm lost in the fight
I think I've been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
I know I've lost a check
It's hard to find a way to deal
But everything I said
(?) true
It's not alright
I'm lost in the fight
I've never been around for you
Try to hide
(?) the light
Be there if you wanted to
But I want you to
I want you to