I Keep Lying

I can't afford
What's priceless to me
That's why I can't lose you
That's why I went wrong
You at the right place at the wrong time
And you needed love I showed the wrong signs
And I made a mess I can't clean up
And now we stuck acting like we both fine

Night after night
I can't even sleep in my bed
I say that I'm fine
Knowing that I can't get you back
Collect all the pieces I've broken
Struggle to keep my head on my shoulders
Still I say that I'm fine
But you know that I'm

You know that I'm lying
Right to your face
Laying on my side
What a disgrace
I took the low road
I thought I would stay forever young
But we gon' grow old
I was wrong but can't take it back
So I keep lying

If I keep it up it won't be good
So I keep hiding from
You but I can't keep on this hood
No more
When I get under your skin
I keep going I just can't stop
Use all my energy
This used to be a home till I broke those walls
Only see me in those eyes
When we met I promised you no lies
I thought you were the one I'd walk down the aisle
In the end
How could I be ready if I ain't honest
Ever since a kid yeah you held me down
A man would only life if you ain't love him
Which you did so well

Night after night
I can't even sleep in my bed
I say that I'm fine
Knowing that I can't get you back
Collect all the pieces I've broken
Struggle to keep my head on my shoulders
Still I say that I'm fine
But you know that I'm

You know that I'm lying
Right to your face
Laying on my side
What a disgrace
I took the low road
I thought I would stay forever young
But we gon' grow old
I was wrong but can't take it back
So I keep lying
I keep lying