Fell On Black Days

我畏惧的一切已经成为现实
Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
我排斥的一切已融进我的生活
Whatsoever I've fought off became my life
正如每一天似乎都会向我微笑示意
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
日斑已经消失
Sunspots have faded
现在我得抓紧时间
And now I'm doing time
因为我已坠入黑暗岁月
Cause I fell on black days
我曾治愈的那些人而今让我感到恶心
Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now
我曾抚养过的那些人却反咬了你一口
Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down
我是他们口中寻找光的灵魂
I'm a search light soul they say
但我在夜里看不见它
But I can't see it in the night
即便抓住那道光 我还是那么虚伪
I'm only faking when I get it right
我怎么清楚呢
How would I know
这居然就是我的命
That this could be my fate
所以啊 那些你渴求的美好事物只会令你盲目无从
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
你想要的那些东西却成了我的
And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine
所以啊 别把那些你渴望放飞的东西束缚在笼中
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
就像手是用来和人握手
Hands are for shaking
不是 不是将之捆绑起来
No,not tying
我当然不会在乎岁月变迁
I sure don't mind a change
但我已坠入黑暗岁月
But I fell on black days
这就是我的宿命
That this could be my fate