Lying (Next To You) (From "Songland")

我徘徊不前 只因贪恋熟悉的感觉
I stick around 'cause it's familiar
但实际上只是将自己沉浸于过去的画面中
But I'm just scrolling through pictures
从未觉得一张床之间的距离可以这般遥远
Never thought this bed could get bigger
你我 不复从前
It’s not the same
你从未发问，我也闭口不谈

我似乎在这假象中演技过分出色
You don’t ask me and I never say it
压死骆驼的最后一根稻草究竟是什么
I got so good at faking
我们仍说着“爱你” 这二字却失去真心
What’s the straw to finally break it
We say I love you but it doesn’t sound the same
我们纠缠于这烂泥之中无法脱身

Ah, ah, ooh, ooh, ooh
我知道是我造成了这一切
We’re caught in a wreck
像是着魔一般望着镜中的自己
Ah, ah, ooh, ooh, ooh
内心的声音告诉我 我们不该藕断丝连
And I made the mess
我可以继续表演 但这不是真相

因为我正躺在你身侧 难以入眠
Staring in the mirror like I got two heads
在你身边诉说着一个又一个谎言
Part of me's saying we're not supposed to wait
你究竟在想些什么，对我敞开心扉？
I could keep pretending but it ain’t the truth
我不愿意看到你受伤
‘Cause I’ve been lying next to you
所以我拒绝承认我们缺少那种感觉
Oh, I’ve been lying next to you
我们仍口口声声说着“爱你”却是雪上加霜

Let me in, what are you thinking?
我还能期待什么？
I hate to see you hurt
So I deny that something is missing
但是却是但是
We say I love you but it only makes it worse
像是着魔一般望着镜中的自己

内心的声音告诉我 我们不该藕断丝连
Ah, ah, ooh, ooh, ooh
我可以继续表演 但这不是真相
What did I expect?
因为我正躺在你身侧 难以入眠
Ah, ah, ooh, ooh, ooh
Nevertheless
这是情感的一个阶段吗？

I’m staring in the mirror like I got two heads
还是只是我失去了理智？
Part of me's saying we’re not supposed to wait
仍期盼着事情会有起色
I can keep pretending but it ain’t the truth
我是不是只是不断重复着这错误的循环？
‘Cause I’ve been lying next to you
像是着魔一般望着镜中的自己

内心的声音告诉我 我们不该藕断丝连
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ah, ah
我可以继续表演 但这不是真相
Is it a phase?
因为我正躺在你身侧 难以入眠
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ah, ah
我像白纸一样没有任何秘密
Am I just crazy?
它们也难以隐藏
Thinking that things might change
因为你在我身边诉说着一个又一个谎言
Oh, am I just doing the same damn thing?
假设我们吐露真言事情会不一样吗？

我们还会是同床异梦的陌生人吗？
Staring in the mirror like I got two heads
我还会在你身边欺骗你，欺骗自己吗？
Part of me's saying we're not supposed to wait
I could keep pretending that it ain’t the truth
‘Cause I’ve been lying next to you

Yeah I got no secrets
And they are hard to keep
‘Cause you keep lying next to me

Would it make a difference if we told the truth?
Would we still be strangers in this room?

Would I still be lying next to you?