Absolute Zero

It's not my fault that I can't understand your pain
不能理解你的痛苦，不是我的过错
I'm going round in circles over nothing
我在转来转去，漫无目的
Despite the energy I've spent on being you
尽管我为你付出许多
I don't think it'Il all amount to something
但我不认为这一切会有什么意义
So please forgive me if I'm seeming far away
所以请原谅我，如果我看上去遥不可及
It takes a while to find the hard reset key
找到硬复位键需要一些时间
My body's broken and my psyche's doing worse
我的身体已然支离破碎，我的精神也越发沉湎
At this point it'd be best if you could end me
此时此刻，你能将我终结再好不过
I want to fall apart again With water in my veins
我愿再次分崩离析，和不纯净的血液
And ice inside my brain Oh
与已麻木的心智一同
I need to crash against the day
我得予这白日以猛撞
A slave to allI make
那囚系于我所犯下的种种
A teardrop in the lake I call
湖中泪珠，我如此称呼
It's been a week since l've had a proper meal
我已经一周没吃过一顿像样的饭了
And yet my brain still seems content to let me starve
但我的大脑似乎仍满足于让我挨饿
The months just flicker by
数月时光轻盈闪过
I can't yet bring myself to cry for the ragged holes they carve
我仍不能于他人的残局前落泪
So I apologize for my selfishness
所以我为我的自私道歉
The ways I've left you powerless as I retreated back into myself
我曾让你无力，我也这样对待自己
I've been a weight on you, I haven't paid my dues
我一直是你的负担，但却从未有过承担
You know I don't deserve your help
你知道我并不值得你的帮助
At the end of the universe
在星宇尽处
There is nothing but the embers of your soul
渺茫无物，唯你灵魂灰烬漂浮
Listen close to your death drive
细听将你驶向死亡之数
There is nothing left in this life
此生孑然再无起伏
And the gods will know you chose right
而神灵自知你坦荡浩途
But I can see the light
但我能看到光
I want to fall in love again
我愿再次坠入爱河
With lightning in my veins
和闪雷鸣的血管
A storm inside my brain
与起狂岚的思想一同
Oh
啊
I need to claw above the day
我得予这白日以压制
To care for all I make
去关心我所做过的种种
To hear the echoed wake I call
回声飘忽，我如此称呼
When the night is gone
当长夜破晓
The tides will part
浪潮应退却
All a testament to fear of moving on
我予前进的恐惧以证言：
I won't let you have this one
我不会让你得逞的
Not until my collapsing heart turns to rust
直至我已然四散的心灵附锈