What's Missing

If I can't pay attention
I can't think about
All the things that lead me to doubt
How much I am in the things that I do
What's new to me and what I already knew
But I can't see or hear
And I need to know if I'm missing something
But I don't need this in my life right now
is the last thing to say to me when I don't know how
to get beyond thinking of things
That are unimportant like this
I had no worries when I had no doubts
Courage was something I could live without
But that's impossible
When there's something missing
I don't need to tell you
Take it easy on me
When that's something I need
When I had no worries I had no doubts
At this point that's something I've forgotten about
like what's missing
But I would happily give it away
to know why I never give anything up