The List

Oh, I have a hobby of picking myself apart
我常常斥责自己
Leaving people I love waiting in the dark
无暇顾及为我久久苦候的爱人
And sometimes when I want to cry, I laugh
该流泪时 我却笑不可收
It's kind of funny
真是太怪趣了
Oh, and this October I went falling off the edge
今年冬月 我一蹶不振
All of London must have heard the things I said
身在伦敦的大家应该都有所听闻
Put your hand up if I let you down again
如果我又让你失望了 请让我得知
There's a list of things that I should stop
有些事本不该一行到底
List of things that I should stop
本该将趁早摒弃这些琐事
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
但还是做了令我后悔的事
It's a pattern that I got
我陷入这般辙转
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
不该再狡辩 是时候吐露真言
Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing
该透过镜子看清自己 并学会接纳
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
不该再以酒买愁
I need to stop letting myself down
该让失望烟消云散
I'll try something that I've not before
我会去放手尝试
And like myself a little more now
学会多爱自己
Oh, I have got an attic full of damage in my mind
心中不时充斥瘢痛
I box it up, say I'll deal with it another night
但我总不想面对现实
And I have a problem looking people in the eye
不敢直视任何人
Isn't that funny?
真是怪诞不已
There's a list of things that I should stop
有些事本不该一行到底
List of things that I should stop
本该将趁早摒弃这些琐事
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
但还是做了令我后悔的事
It's a pattern that I got
我陷入这般辙转
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
不该再狡辩 是时候吐露真言
Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing
该透过镜子看清自己 并学会接纳
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
不该再以酒买愁
I need to stop letting myself down
该让失望烟消云散
I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence
是时候缄口细听 不再时刻求目于众
I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding
不该东掩西藏 是时候大胆追爱
I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited
过往为戒 不再灌醉自己 未受邀请自行露面
I need to stop letting myself down
不能再继续失意下去
I'll try something that I've not before
我将试着朝阳而生
Oh, I'm a master at dancing around the point
我经常转圈眩舞
I know I call you but I hate the sound of my own voice
自知给你打过电话 我悔于脱言
So can you talk? You know I'm stacking up
你倒是说句话 我实在难受重负
Until the night I'm not enough
那晚我实在安耐不住
And you're just someone else I disappoint
我竟让你也失望了
I need to stop my excuses and put my feelings in order
不该再狡辩 是时候重划情兴
Need to look in the mirror and stand a little bit taller
该透过镜子看清自己 并学会坚强
Need to stop getting drunk as a reason to call ya
不该再以酒醉为机和你连线
I need to stop letting myself down
该让失望烟消云散
Oh, I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence
是时候缄口细听 不再时刻求目于众
I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding
不该东掩西藏 是时候大胆追爱
I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited
过往为戒 不再灌醉自己 未受邀请自行露面
I need to stop letting myself down
不能再继续失意下去
I'll try something that I've not before
我会去放手尝试
And like myself a little more now
学会多爱自己