Pull Me Under

I'm so tired of running and hiding
Tired of all the lying
It's like we never stop fighting
Until someone is dying
It's too hard to keep on smiling
When this hate keeps on rising
Even hard to keep survving
When this war is all their buying
It's so binding, vilifying
But I know I can't stop trying
Terrifying, terrorizing
I can't stop, they're right behind me
Will I survive all the nights on my own?
Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?
Roam on thin ice and there's nowhere to go
Take my hand now and lead me back home
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under
Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under
Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
We keep going around in circles
We've learned to be so hurtful
In the end, was it all worth it?
When you thought it would all be perfect
All I hear is your voice cursing
While the real ones are smirking
I thought that peace would be returning
But the tables keep on turning
In my mind I keep utilizing
That this is what we decided
I keep trying to defy it
But all hope is lost, we're dying
Will I be lost and before the unknown?
There might be a place in our hearts we can go
It's been awhile since we learned to come home
Nothing can stop us now that we know
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under
Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under
Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
Just to breathe
From above it's still hard to see
What's real in me
There's nowhere safe that I can be
So help me 'cause I've emptied
All this pain, it's your rain
They're sending, my remedy
Is pretending like enemies
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna take me under
Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Sometimes I feel like this world is gonna pull me under
Sometimes I feel like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I ever see?
I've been counting all the days
Waiting to scream