Look Ma!

Look ma, the wind's stopped blowing
看呐 虽然风呼啸不止
And I see that that means nothing
但这不值一提
There's more to a storm
因为一场风暴将至
All the wires are down, and there is not a sound
到时电线倒塌，万物悄无声息
But I pray, just for today
但我祈祷 只为今天
Look ma, I ain't done growing
看呐 我仍在成长
My blind eyes are slowly opening up again
我早已失明 此刻缓缓睁开双目
Sun overhead
烈日当空
By now denial is breaking
所有否定都成了虚无
I'm over the fake love making
我厌倦了做着虚伪的爱
As a way of quick escape
走上逃避的捷径
Through the chaos and the calm
穿过混乱与静谧
Found some comfort in the harm
于伤害中找寻慰藉
And I fall apart
我就此崩溃
Look ma, some winds still blowing
看呐，仍有风在呼啸不止
I'm over pretending knowing it all
我已厌倦假装自己知晓一切
As I hit the floor
我终于倒下
It's gonna be a long, long day
这将是漫长 漫长的一天
Looking for a long, long winter
等待漫长 漫长的凛冬到来
Planning on an easy way
多想找到出口
To get around the whole thing quicker
即刻从此境解脱
Trick of the mind for a minute
心生一念
Was only lying to myself
却只是自欺欺人
Pushing my luck to the limit
暂且赌上所有的运气
Putting the poison on the shelf
先将毒药放回架上
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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