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Yeah, holding back
隐瞒 隐瞒
Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah)
我总是锁起心事 孤身一人
Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address
等待着我已经知道 终将宣告天下的结果
I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
在最落魄的时候我却觉得自己如此完整
That's for moments that just came and went
或许是因为那些往复的时光
Made amends with you, then you overstepped
我负荆请罪 你得寸进尺
That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect
毫无尊重地跨越了本不该跨越的界限
Stop with all the threats
即便在威胁后止步
Like the more I get know you, I just know you less (Yeah)
然而了解你越多 我越觉得自己从未了解过你
'Nother city I don't know well
那座城市我不甚知晓
Feeling too much like my old self
思绪纷杂 情感上涌 如同旧我
Backsliding, backsliding
故态复萌 重蹈覆辙
Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
在将我吞没的悲伤中伫立良久
Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
独处太久之后反而找回了真我
Future doesn't pop up, then the past will
将来不将来 回忆已回响
Outside, that's the rear view
外面的世界是不曾见过的一面
Now I'm going downhill (Yeah)
如今我处处碰壁
Don't know who I'm close with
我已不知道究竟谁可以依靠
Going through the motions
敷衍了事
Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah)
当我已分不清楚究竟谁可以信任
I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
我欺骗自己直到这成为一种陋习
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?
那些明知无事于补的事 我又为何在费心费力
All these things I hold inside I just can't forget
曾经紧锁的心事我终究无法忘怀
Thought that I could let this go
那时料想的海阔天空
But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah
如今却是我不曾想到的结果
Like this (Like this)
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this
我不曾想过 事情会发展到这般田地
Yeah, like this
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this
我不曾想过 事情会发展到这般境地
Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with
也许我们就是没法好好相处
I know that you got a thousand reasons
我也知道你有数不清的借口
You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah
我猜你早就想离我而去可又不知如何是好
I don't hear a thing when you yell
当你歇斯底里 我充耳不闻
Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
我猜你只喜欢听到你自己的声音吧
Got me standing here with no choice
我站在那里 别无选择
I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong
那些闲话就连我也听说 他们曲解了我
Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm
听着 我已经在竭尽所能保持冷静
But I can't deal (Can't deal)
但我就是做不到
Feeling too much like my old self
思绪纷杂 情感上涌 如同旧我
Backsliding, backsliding
故态复萌 重蹈覆辙
I just let the phone ring
电话铃声 置若罔闻
We ain't even close, please
我们甚至并不亲近
Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah)
在对方的鼻血中抛出自己的立场
Lot of issues that you don't see
太多太多事情你没注意
Texts that I just won't read
那些我永远不会读的短信
Play it off, it cuts deep though
当我已分不清楚和谁才算是亲近
When I don't know who I'm close with
再怎么若无其事 也无法否认这有多么伤人
Going through the motions
敷衍了事
Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah)
当我已分不清楚究竟谁可以信任
I lie to myself and I can't handle it
我欺骗自己直到这成为一种陋习
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah)
那些明知无事于补的事 我又为何在费心费力
All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah)
那些紧锁的心事我终究无法忘怀
Thought that I could let this go (Yeah)
曾经以为的海阔天空
But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah)
与如今境地相去甚远
Like this (Ayy)
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this
我不曾想过 事情会发展到这般田地
(I ain't know that it would be like this, woo)
Yeah, like this (Like this)
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah)
我不曾想过 事情会发展到这般境地
Like this (Like this)
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this
我不曾想过 事情会发展到这般田地
Yeah, like this (Like this)
不曾想过
I ain't know that it would be like this
我不曾想过 我们会发展到这般光景