off the deep end

Go off the deep end
I don’t think you want to give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don’t think you want to go with me (I’ve been trying)
Social media addiction
Followers and likes ain’t no accurate depiction
Who can do it better, it’s always a competition
And I ain’t any better yo honestly I’m dependent on the tech
And picking it up on stress and take a sedative
Make a song get it on the blog and know it never went
We got better in the future we deserve
It we care more about an ego on an app
That’s for certain and the shit we do in person
Yeah and I’ve been trying not to get off the deep end
Howling at numbers on my phone no one give me a reason
So we drink and smoke and party then it’s fine in the evenin’
Then it’s right back to the same thing the more I’m relieving
Yeah I remember when we used to play games all together
When we used to go adventure and get burrs on our sweater
What if I found something we could actually remember
Now it’s all wrong homie really and I can’t get it
And now it’s all convoluted with this pandemic
And social media is the only thing we can get at
So we compare ourselves
And we go everywhere unaware of ourselves
And damn, if you catch my drift
Tryna be more in real life and less on this
But now I’m looking at the likes that I’ll get on this and s***
Go off the deep end
I don’t think you want to give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end(I’ve been thinking alot)
I don’t think you want to go with me
(Look) Social media addiction
Less intuition every drink that I’m sippin’
Bleeding on the page and I’m wondering who listen
But worrying about having trouble with commitment
Lonelier on FaceTime darker in the day time
Start to take a sip start drifting just to waste time
(Yeah) And I’m mostly kidding but I roll with three guys
Like it’s social distance says 6 feet just to dumb it down
Remember as a kid we used to run around now I’m coming down
And they let us live, we used to come home for lunch and we’d check for ticks
Now we check our messages and our bank accounts, wonder what I’ll get for this
And my, and my follower count where the music become a way to live and my dollars amount… s***
Go off the deep end(you know what I mean It’s like)
I don’t think you want to give me a reason
(I think this)
I been trying not to go off the deep end
(I think this life things a little harder than we expected)
I don’t think you want to go with me (30)
Let’s let this roll out
And it’s all good I feel like I’m figuring it out ya know
I feel like other people are too
S*** can get hard