Make It Home

I don't always do what I should
我并非总会完成我该做的
But I do what I gotta do
但我会做我不得不做的
When you've been at the bottom,
当你身处社会底层
you see the hunger inside of you
你看到了你内心的饥渴
Don't say what you won't do
不要说你不会做什么
Cause it can all change
因为事情可全然改变
When the going gets tough it'll drive you insane
当事情变得棘手的时候它会让你变得疯狂
See I done dodged a couple shots
看,我成功躲避了几次枪击
Served a couple blocks
逃过了几个街区
Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cops
几次陷入了困境就试着找到出路
I broke a couple rules
几次违反规则
Ain't graduate from school
无法从学校毕业
'Cause I was busy hustling, man,
因为我正忙着赚钱
I thought that shit was cool
那时我就认为 赚钱很酷
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
看,我必须对你保持真实
Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
因为之前的不务正业成就了今天的我
And I'm hoping I ain't gotta go back to the trap
我希望,我不必再回到那个圈套
Cause we really know that we don't want that
因为我真的知道,我并不需要
But if I don't make it home tonight
但是,如果我今晚无法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告诉我的妈妈我爱她
Leave some flowers for my brother
给我的弟弟留下几朵花
Girl I love ya
还有,我爱你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚无法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎些钱给我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我从未想过让她追寻那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因为我来自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
每天他们都在苟延残喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他们本性不坏,他们只是在试着挣扎
And I ain't no different
而我也一样
So if I get missing
所以,如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
这些就是我最后的愿望
I hope you get them right
我希望你能勉强过活
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚无法回家~
I know it's harsh
我知道这很残酷
But this is how I feel, girl it's coming from the heart
但我直觉如此,这些话发自内心
I hope it doesn't end the way it had to start
我希望这不会影响到事情原本的发展方式
'Cause it started out bad but I made it this far
尽管一开始很糟糕,但我已经修正了很多
But everyone ain't tryna see me make it
但每个人都不想看到我成功
Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it
或者他们只是想看到我赢,这样他们就能坐收渔利
'Cause I know it's hard to find a job
因为我知道找到一份工作很艰难
So niggas kill and rob
所以才会有这么多烧杀抢掠
There's a chance that I won't make it here tomorrow
有可能明天我将不会再回到这里
Being honest
老实说
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
我必须对你保持坦诚
'Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
因为之前的不务正业成就了今天的我
And I'm hoping I ain't gotta go back to the trap
我再也不必回到那个圈套
'Cause we really know that we don't want that
我知道我并不需要
But if I don't make it home tonight
但是如果我今晚无法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告诉我的妈妈我爱她
Leave some flowers for my brother
给我的弟弟留下几朵花
Girl I love ya
还有我爱你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚无法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎点钱给我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我不想让她追寻那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因为我来自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他们每天都苟延残喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他们本性不坏,只是试着挣扎
And I ain't no different
而我也一样
So if I get missing
所以如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
这些就是我最后的心愿
I hope you get them right
我希望你能继续生活下去
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果今晚,我无法回家
Would you miss me? Would you miss me?
你会想我吗
Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me?
你会走到我得棺材面前,然后亲吻我吗
My life is schizophrenic, I'm just tryna stay sane
我的生活就像精神分裂,我只能试图保持神志清醒
Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain
倒满一杯酒,希望借酒消愁
I said you know I I I I came from the projects, nigga
你懂得,我来自那个黑人聚集地
Don't care if it kill me, I die, won't stay in them projects nigga
别担心,如果我死在那个聚集地,我死后依旧会在那里
You know I'm fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight
你要知道,我就是个混蛋,今晚如果我死了
Got a lot on my mind, you know that I'm high tonight
今晚情绪高涨,心里承载了太多
I left that black Hublot at home
我把黑色宇舶表忘在了家里
So really I don't got the time
所以真的,我不知道时间
My nigga got power quarter, heard that he dropped the dime
我哥们在得到权力的那一刻,听闻他掉了一些钱
Failure's no option nigga, you out of yo fucking mind
是否失败不是我们能选择的,你出于无知的心
Risked my life and my freedom for it
把我的生活和自由搅得一塌糊涂
So ain't none of you stopping my...
所以你们没人能够阻挡我...
But if I don't make it home tonight
但如果我今晚无法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告诉我的妈妈我爱她
Leave some flowers for my brother
给我的弟弟留下几朵花
Girl I love ya
我爱你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚无法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎些钱给我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我从未想过让她去追寻那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因为我来自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他们每天都在苟延残喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他们本性不坏,他们只是试着挣扎
And I ain't no different
而我亦一样
So if I get missing
所以如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
这些,就是我最后的心愿
I hope you get them right
我希望你能继续活下去
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚无法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告诉我的妈妈我爱她
Leave some flowers for my brother
给我弟弟留下几朵花
Girl I love ya
还有,我爱你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚回不了家
Take some money to my sister
记得替我捎些钱给我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我不想她追寻那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
我来自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他们每天都在苟延残喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
我知道他们本性不坏,他们就是在自我挣扎
And I ain't no different
我也是一样
So if I get missing
如果我失了踪
These are my last wishes
这些就是我最后的心愿
I hope you get them right
我希望你能帮我完成
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果,我今晚回不了家