know myself

I know what you meant when we fell in the bed
Started turning your head, holding something
Maybe it was said earlier in a text
But for me, this day just kinda meant nothing
Oh, I could go around, go around in circles
Tryna hold it down, saying it's not worth it
But what good would that be if it can't come from me?
I need to know myself when I fear that I'm not in it
Can't be no one else, even if it takes a minute
And it's hard to tell if it's something I can live with
I gotta listen to what was missing
Trying to find a smoke just to leave it in my coat
I don't know what I want most, that's the half of it
Car's getting low just from driving on my own
But I know I can't go home when I feel like this
Oh, I could go around, go around in circles
Tryna hold it down, hide it from the surface
But what good would that be if it can't come from me?
I need to know myself when I fear that I'm not in it
Can't be no one else, even if it takes a minute
And it's hard to tell if it's something I can live with
I gotta listen to what was missing
I need to know myself when I fear that I'm not in it
Can't be no one else, even if it takes a minute
And it's hard to tell if it's something I can live with
I gotta listen to what was missing
Need to know, need to know
Know myself, know myself
I need to know, need to know
Know myself, yeah
Oh, I could go around, go around in circles
Tryna hold it down, hide it from the surface
But what good would that be if it can't come from me?
I need to know myself when I fear that I'm not in it
Can't be no one else, even if it takes a minute
And it's hard to tell if it's something I can live with (Something I can live with)
I gotta listen to what was missing
I need to know myself when I fear that I'm not in it
Can't be no one else, even if it takes a minute
And it's hard to tell if it's something I can live with
I gotta listen to what was missing