See Me as I Am

I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
How it felt for each time that I hurt you girl
And I'm so alone and it feels like
Nothing helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still can't stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)
When I glow up don't you think I'll forget the way you show love
We're nothing like we said that we'd be when we grow up
I'm filled with doubt and I'm tired of betting on my own luck
I needed reasons to believe that I can maintain
Until I met you and I learned you felt the same thing
And showed me that I'm not alone
No matter what things they might say today
You can't make me end my life that way
I need to put my soul at ease, won't you be my soul to squeeze?
Don't know what this means I just need some clarity
Once I find my way I'll be in a brighter place
I know what it takes this might be the only way to go on
I'm in my own way everything is so wrong
But I'll be okay I know that you'll hold on with me
Imperfectly that's fine with me
Come ride with me
I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
I would fail for each time that I hurt you girl
And I'm so alone and it feels like
Nothing helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still can't stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)
Look
When I blow up I hope you see my face
And that you know love that you still have a
Place inside my soul But I know you'll be replaced
I couldn't find escape, I had to relocate
You took my peace from me uh, gave the least to me uh
Had me wrapped around your finger, got the lease from me uh
I was housing all this doubt she paid the lease for me
Sold me out, she want to clout, she brought the beast out me
I'm in the basement pacing uh, flipping through yearbook pages
Know that I'm trying to hate you uh, but I don't have the patience
I'm on the Gram, I'm with my mans, I'm in Japan
I'm with the fans hopping out vans, getting the bands
But I'm just faking face it
Momma say don't kiss and tell but I don't listen well
She said she still love sick, I said I guess I wish you well
She wanted knight in shining armor in a fairy tale
Reality just ripped the wings right off of Tinkerbell
I want you to see me as I am
I want you to need me like I want you
I want you to know I understand
I would fail for each time that I hurt you girl
And I'm so alone and it feels like
Nothings helps (no it feels like nothing)
And I still can't stand to see you and someone else (no, no, no)