CROWDED

Kicking by the sidewalk
Quiet when my mind talk
Smiling when my heart drops
Rhinestone in my neck frost
Vodka in my cranberry
Blood stains on my Burberry
You can't console, control me
My soul is so damn heavy
Don't ask me why I'm frowning
My heart always feels crowded
I wanna leave, I don't
I wanna stay, I won't
I'm on my knees, I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth, happy
But I get caught up, can't breathe
All this love exhausting me
Don't ask me why I'm frowning
My heart always feels crowded
I'm outside the function
Sober, they're all smoking
Pearly whites and high tops
Levitate to asphalt
Vodka in my cranberry
Blood stains on my Burberry
You can't console, control me
My soul is so damn heavy
I wanna leave, I don't
I wanna stay, I won't
I'm on my knees, I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth, happy
But I get caught up, can't breathe
All this love exhausting me
Don't ask me why I'm frowning
My heart always feels crowded
I don't wanna talk about it
It makes it hard to focus
And I feel it taking back the years
I don't wanna cry in traffic
Or waiting for the valet service
But if you ride for me
Then maybe I'll make some space for you 'cause
I wanna leave, I don't
I wanna stay, I won't
I'm on my knees, I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth, happy
But I get caught up, can't breathe
All this love exhausting me
Don't ask me why I'm frowning
My heart always feels crowded