Saccharin

编曲 : 陈睿凡
其实，我从来没有想过要离开
You know, I never meant to walk away
我们分别也只是为了不再伤害
We walked away to cease the pain
我试图握紧的一切，最终还是消散了
I tried to hold it, but it’s just the same
我想，结局大概早已成为命运的安排
I guess this ending never changes
不知为何我开始追寻你的踪迹
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
虽然我依旧不敢触碰你的世界
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
一切情绪的压抑只不过是徒劳
Tried to hide how I feel, but I never made it
为什么在最后，你放弃了等待
So why can’t you wait there for me?
我憎恨身不由己
I hate that I got caught
陷入遗憾的泥潭
In things that I regretted
你是我永远不愿忘怀的，苦涩中的那抹甜蜜
You’re the saccharin I won’t give away
我谎称过得很好
I lied that I’d be OK
夜里却偷偷想你
I miss you in the shaded
抱着你送给我的娃娃，泪水模糊之处都是你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
我仍怀抱希望
Still I’m wishing
能在熟悉的杂货店遇见你
That you’re gonna show up at the grocery store
但我深深知道
Though I know
我再也没有资格去打扰你
That your number’s the last thing that I should’ve called
愿你早日寻见
Waiting for somebody
比我更好的她
Better than what I’ll be
愿你在自己的时空里幸福下去
So you’ll find your happiness without me
我为每一次分别感到难过
I cried for every goodbye we waved
我知道，你也曾为此惋惜
And I can tell, you felt the same
我不愿轻信你的每一次回绝
So I start to question all the noes you said
因为你的冷漠似乎毫无犹豫
Like you’ll never hesitate
不知为何我开始追寻你的踪迹
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
虽然我依旧不敢触碰你的世界
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
一切哭泣的克制只不过是徒劳
Tried to hide all the tears, but I never made it
为什么在最后，你放弃了等待
So why can’t you wait there for me?
我憎恨身不由己
I hate that I got caught
陷入遗憾的泥潭
In things that I regretted
你是我永远不愿忘怀的，苦涩中的那抹甜蜜
You’re the saccharin I won’t give away
我一直过得不好
F*ck I’m never OK
夜里总偷偷想你
I miss you in the shaded
抱着你送给我的娃娃，泪水模糊之处都是你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
我仍怀抱希望
Still I’m wishing
能在熟悉的杂货店遇见你
That you’re gonna show up at the grocery store
但我深深知道
Though I know
我再也没有资格去打扰你
That your number’s the last thing that I should’ve called
若你需要陪伴
But if you need somebody
我愿在此等待
You know where to find me
因为我心里总有一片属于我们的天地
‘Coz I hold a place here for you and me