Living in the Grey

I was hopeless in the bathroom of the rainbow bar
Took 27 years, just to land this part
Was it all
I ever wanted
Was it a dream come true
I was looking in the mirror saying
Who the **** are you
I brought my fears with me and some shiny shoes
They told me to be happy and then plied me with booze
I had picture of my family on the background of my phone
To give myself some company but it made me more alone
And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine
Even when my child smiles
And People say its black and white
But I'm living in the grey
Yeah, I'm living in the grey
I was pulling back my sleeves
Soaked in salt
Clinging to the darkness
Like everything was my fault
And I held to the table
I could hardly move
Yeh my voice was kinda shakey
In this crimson leather booth
And if all of whisky's mine tonight
I should stay up late
And drink to the boy I used to be and the man I am today
And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine
Even when my child smiles
And People say its black and white
But I'm living
And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine
Even when my child smiles
And People say its black and white
But I'm living in the grey
Yeah, I'm living in the grey
Yeah, I'm living in the grey