Decomposing

Walls around me closing in
And I try to scream but no one heeds
Metal cage surrounding me
And I cannot breath or break out free
Oh I fear it's started oh I fear it's started again
And if it's started I fear
I'm pushing out all of friends
Oh I pray it's over oh I pray it's over again
If it ain't over then god I plead for the end
Oh my lord I feel it closing
In on me I can't stop loathing
The ones I love the most I must be mad
I fear
All of me is decomposing
Breaths I breath they keep on slowing
Hate I feel for my myself is all I have
When I was young I thought was invincible
I thought all my ineptitude conditional
But I fear I fear I was wrong
I guess I wasn't born for any reason at all
Oh I fear it's started oh I fear it's started again
And if it's started I fear
I'm pushing out all of friends
Oh I pray it's over oh I pray it's over again
If it ain't over then god I plead for the end
Oh my lord I feel it closing
In on me I cant stop loathing
The ones I love the most I must be mad
I fear
All of me is decomposing
Breaths I breath they keep on slowing
Hate I feel for my myself is all I have