If I'm Being Honest

你有你自己的问题困扰
You got your issues
我能理解但我也是如此
I get that but so do I
那不是逃避问题的借口
That's not an excuse to hide
在你丑陋的尊严的背后
Behind your ugly pride
这怎么能如此简单容易

你说谎是如何这样轻易
How was it so easy
当我给予我的真心信任
So damn easy for you to lie
你就只是浪费我的时间
When I give my heart my trust
但如果我坦诚交代的话，我还是想念你的
You just waste my time
但与此同时我又深深痛恨着你

你曾经违背了你的诺言，现在我已不知道
But if I'm being honest I miss you
什么是真的什么又是虚假谎言
But I hate you at the same time
若我直话直说我不想就此放手
You broke your promise now I don't know
但我曾爱上的那个人已不是我熟知的那个
What was real or a lie
如果要我直话直说的话
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
走到这里已再也回不去
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
你已做了你的所作所为
If I'm being honest
你就将伴着这生活下去

事到如今已是无法挽回
There's no coming back from this
你的行为早已不可撤销
You did what you did
你便将会与之共度余生
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
你说我疯了，是我失去了理智
There's no coming back from this
但这就是你让我感受到的样子
You did what you did
我给予了你那么多，好似还是不够
And you gotta live with it
你所做的就只是留了下来

让我心烦意乱，铺好了你自己的床
You called me crazy
只为现在你就要躺在其上
But you made me feel this way
你就独自一人，毫不理睬你的手机
I gave you so much, it wasn't enough
你已经是无话可说，只剩冷漠
All you did was stay
但如果我坦诚交代的话，我还是牵挂你的
Messed with my head, you made your bed
但与此同时我又深深痛恨着你
Now in it you'll lay
你曾经违背了你的诺言，现在我已不知道
You're all alone ignoring your phone
什么是真相什么又是虚伪谎言
You've got nothing to say
若我直话直说我不想就此放手

但我曾深深爱着的那个人已经是完全陌生
But if I'm being honest I miss you
如果要我直话直说的话
But I hate you at the same time
走到这里已再也回不去
You broke your promise now I don't know
你已做了你的所作所为
What was real or a lie
你就将伴着这生活下去
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
事到如今已是覆水难收
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
你的行为早已木已成舟
If I'm being honest
你便将会与之共度余生

那样厌倦了努力，尝试
There's no coming back from this
但当你还在否认，抵赖
You did what you did
说你从来都没有撒过谎
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
而现在你已经躲了起来
There's no coming back from this
你甚至都无法试图修补
You did what you did
你那些恶劣的种种行径
And you gotta live with it
你已将我撕成了碎片，任我残破

而你现在是那个无言以对的人了
So tired of trying and trying
现在我的夜晚就只剩下辗转无眠
While you were denying
因为你目睹了我的弱点加以利用
That you never lied
那一点点，细碎零散的些许弱点
And now you've gone in hiding
我比我本来该给予的奉献了更多
You can't even try to fix
What you did
我讨厌你，还有你那些所作所为
You ripped me to pieces
而我不能将之忘却，也不能原谅
Yeah you're the one speechless
但伤心的真相是我无法将你忘怀
Now my nights are sleepless
让你离开我的头脑，消失于记忆
'Cause you saw my weakness
事到如今已是覆水难收
A little, not even
你的行为早已木已成舟
I gave more than I had to give
我则将会与之共度余生
Oh-whoa-oh

I hate you, what you did
And I can't get over it
But the sad fact is I can't get you
Out of my head

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And I gotta live with it