grey is my death

As the gun was cocked back to my head
当我对准自己的脑袋扣动扳机
I couldn't help but to remember when
我忍不住回忆起
I met this girl and I sat there all alone
我遇到那个女孩以及最终茕茕一人的结局
Cause the pills were on the ground
药片散落一地
And I was scared to wake up again
我害怕再次醒来
To realize I had only dreamed of you
以至于意识到你是我仅有的梦想
Cause the drugs never seem to work
但这些药不起作用
I'm sitting here alone
我只能形单影只地坐在这
（Sorrowful whoop...）
（悲伤地呐喊）