My Heart Is A Fist

I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well

I wave my flag I sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender I know I've been a pretender

I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights

Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight

Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight

My heart it a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again

Take a look at these hollow eyes - one last look before I say goodbye

To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape

So watch me fall from grace-watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

You don't notice me

While I pray
screaming while I prayI'm

You don't notice me

I'm sick of you, God
I'm done with you

I see you on your cloud looking down

I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again