Memories Back Then

Ay, in my apartment a long time ago
I knew a bad bitch
but she was kinda slow
Still gave it up when it's a few of us;
she let me finger fuck her
on the school bus
We used to cut school
with her and run train,
she wanna hang with us,
we want one thang
Just penetratin that throat dawg
she choke on it like smoke dawg
But whenever I fucked up my re-up,
in a dice game I go see her
She'll give me enough to buy a quarter ounce
and then blow a blunt of that reefer
She used to buy a nigga new sneakers,
pay the bill on my beeper
Just so she could page to put a "69"
and I know it's time to go freak her
Then one day I just asked her,
"Why you always give ya ass up?
I mean damn these hoes get paid,
all you do is get laid,
this shit don't add up"
She said "Tip, all I wanna do is feel love,
even if I know it ain't real love
Even if I know a nigga only finna hit it
then never call back, I still fuck"
And that's fucked up
cause she's so trill,
I need somethin, she go steal
When the trap hot and police ride,
nigga guess where we go chill?
About fo' years she held dope
and my fo'-pound 'til it go down
I remember shawty, she stayed down,
I won't say her name
cause she married now
When the lights go out
and I'm in my bed
I think of all the madness in my head
Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things
that I did back then
Ohhhh, when I'm in my bed
I think of all the memories I've had
Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things
that I did back then
She would always turn heads
when she fall through,
she would always make moves
how a boss do
And she never gave
any nigga time of day,
but she the chick all the niggaz
tried to talk to
But when it came to me
she had a thing for me,
when we kicked it
she rolled up the weed for me
And we'd both cut class,
post up in the cut steady watchin
just to see if the police comin
We got close over time
her and I,
right around the time
that I first got signed
Come to think about it
I was 'bout 17,
I ain't even have a license,
couldn't even drive
I was goin back and
forth with these flights,
another show after show, each night
She became so suspicious
of these other bitches
she'd go through my phone
and we'd fight
Talk about torn between the two,
wasn't really much more
that we could do
Wasn't really much space for us
but she stayed down with
every tour she seen me do
But I guess one night I had a few,
huh, one night I had a few
Yeah, this lil' chick that caught my eye,
I told her "Hurry up, meet me at the room"
And no, I didn't have a contraceptive,
and my common sense neglected
And two months later next thing I know
I got a text that said "I'm pregnant"
And you can almost bet she kept it
and that's the reason why you left me
On top of all that, it wasn't even mine,
I went and got paternity tested
Damn!
When the lights go out
and I'm in my bed
I think of all the madness in my head
Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things
that I did back then
Ohhhh, when I'm in my bed
I think of all the memories I've had
Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things
that I did back then
Wait, hold up, is that you?
With them big ol' thighs after school?
Jay 305 had gave me high five
when I said I'm in hot pursuit
You said "I won't ride
until Kendrick drive
a new Monte Carlo that cruise"
And that shot my pride,
I tried to improv
but no freestyle'll ever do
You're lookin for the nigga
with the tallest 'fetti
You're overlookin every nigga
that ain't quite ready
To make it rain on you
like about to break a levee
HOLD UP! That pussy petty
Yeah yo' nails did, yo' hair did,
yo' cell phone is selfish
It only got numbers
that come with a Hummer,
her new primadonna I smelt it
Tried to make you mine hoe,
tried to make some time hoe
But I ain't got the time
or the patience to stop
and wait in line hoe
Her dreams holds Versace,
she fall for Armani
Only deal with rich niggaz,
fuck you and Mitt Romney
I'm grown now,
I'm on my own now,
I'm po-o-o-oppin
Change my phone now,
when I get home now
I got options
Fast forward, wait, is that you?
With them big ol' thighs after school?
And yo' three kids and three baby daddies
and car note that's overdue?
I know
When the lights go out
and I'm in my bed
I think of all the madness in my head
Oh-oh-ohhhh, all of the things
that I did back then