not alone

Boy 50..
50岁的男孩子
Ripped black jeans and snow white hair
破洞的牛仔裤，雪白的头发
It's like no one sees or no one cares
孤苦伶仃，无人问津
It's like all I crave is her
像是她是我所有的渴求
But I'm not what she deserves
但我不是她的真命天子
She f*cks with my head on daily
她整日萦绕于我心
She f*cked me like she really hate me
无恨无仇却恶语相向
She love when I sing her to sleep
她喜欢我轻唱伴她入眠
I love her so much
喜爱入髓
I can't breathe when she speak
她语窒息
I see stars in my dreams
梦里见星
Every girl I talk to hates me
每个和我说话的女孩都讨厌我
I feel like I can't even cry
眼眶兜住眼泪
I wouldn’t date me
两个人却像一个人在约会
And if you told me that you loved me you were faking
若你言为爱，则言为镜花水月
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking
我从苦涩中给你寻找甜蜜
So,I don't even cry no more
所以眼泪已流尽
But,lately I been cryin on the floor
可是最近却俯在地板上痛哭
Like,I don’t even want this life
就像这个世界已不再值得留恋
Why,does it have to seem so bright
为什么就是藏不住
I know,i know,i know
我知道
You're not alone
有人在乎你
Ripped black jeans and snow white hair
打扮邋遢，头发鬓白
It's like no one sees or no one cares
孑然一身，无依无靠
It's like all I crave is her
像是她是我所有的光明
But I'm not what she deserves
可是她不应该停留黑暗
Yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
我知道还有人在乎我，可我却感觉不到任何的关心
Everyone hates me i just don't feel right
没人在乎我
And you said, you're not alone
你说过，你不缺人陪伴
But when i show up there's no one home
但我回家的时候，家里是空荡荡的
It's not easy believe me
这真的很心酸
When i'm standin' right here
当我站在这
And you still can't see me i'm
你还是视而不见
In your ear but you still can't hear me i'm
我在说，你不听
Speaking truth and you still don't believe me
说事实，你不信
I've been broken before and i'm broken again
我曾经失败了，现在又再一次失败
I guess i'm being punished for my sins
我想我是在自食其果
Lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
现在我步了朋友的后尘
Only they understand me in the end
到最后之后他们懂得
You're not alone...
你不需要我