Birthday

you sent me a head on my birthday
生日那天 你送来一具头颅
you said it was made with love
你说那是爱的造就
it made me laugh we talked about getting married
我被逗笑了 同你期许着婚姻生活
and now I hate your guts but I can’t shut up
但今我对你恨之入骨 却还无法止语

你那乐队让我痴醉
I got too drunk with your band
随即对那场表演表尽实言
told the truth about that show
你至终未释然 仍于我寄情
you never let it go still you had my back on the sidewalk
那句话从未脱口 但我太想融进你的世界
I never used that word til I tried to be in your world
你说我旋萦在你脑海里 俱皆美好 她同你共眠也无所谓

这欲行即行的态度
you’re telling me I’m in your head like it’s a good thing telling me she’s in your bed like it was nothing
让我对所有人改观

我不想被救赎 而你属实尽力了
this get up and go
it’s rearranging everyone I know
I didn’t want to be saved / but you tried anyway