Island

Filling in the violence
周遭充斥着暴力
Sleeping in the road
我流离失所在路边酣睡
Staring at my eyelids
凝视着根根分明的睫毛
I don't wanna go
我不想就这么死去
Sitting here in silence
沉默地呆坐在那里
Eyes to the floor
迷茫地盯着地平线
A little bit of kindness is all I had to show
面对虚伪的世界 我只需表现出微乎其微的善意
Should've known you'd dump me
我已经知道你决定弃我而去
Cold as a stone
你的心冰冷如磐石一般
Living like an island
我像冰海上的一座孤岛
Staying on my own
孑然一身
You keep trying but I won't pick up the phone
尽管你传呼 但我内心摇摆不定并未接起电话
'Cause you want to say you hate me but I already know
因为你想表露对我的怨恨这件事 我早已看穿
The broken promises are endless and it's all my fault
零碎的诺言只剩下虚幻飘渺 都怪罪我吧
Getting dropped like a witness
像是重要的证据常常会被人忽略
Now I'm just another notch on your hit list
如今我只是你暗杀名单上的一处缺口
I made mistakes, too late for forgiveness
我犯了错 求得赎罪已为时已晚
Left a taste so bitter
留下的只有狼狈收场的记忆
Just tryna make it through the winter
我只想熬过这个寒寂的冬日
But I guess it's okay if you hate me
而我已释怀了你对我的怨恨
I've been f**king up every single day lately
最近 我只身单影以孤独为伴
You're breaking up
你渴求支离破碎
You're breaking up
分手就是解脱
Can barely hear you anymore
你再也不闻不问 一切都不痛不痒
I'm waking up
我逐渐幡然醒悟
I'm waking up
振作是种良药
F**k it, I'm passed out on the floor
糟糕 我昏厥在地板上
(down, down, down we go)
（下沉 浸入冰海 我们离开吧）
And you don't want this anymore
你不愿再安于故俗 溺于旧闻
We're breaking up
我们支离破碎
We're breaking up
一别两宽
And then you're walking out the door
然后你从我的房门前消失
'Cause I've been thinking, I spend too much of my time daydreaming
因为我在思考 我花了太多时间沉浸于虚幻的白日梦
Schemin' without a reason, hit the blunt and then I'm breezin'
毫无缘由地耍阴谋 直击要害 然后我独自狂欢享乐
Overlooking family and friends that I believe in
疏离了我曾深信不疑的家人和朋友
I need to learn to focus on myself and be decent
我需要去学习怎样活出自我 做一个体面的人
Maybe then I wouldn't always f**king feel defeated
或许那时 我不会被晦影所击败 不会感到遗憾
Like everyone's against me like it's open f**king season on my life
似乎每个人都与我作对 像是在我生命中开了场辩论赛
Every night spent fighting with my demons
每至傍晚 我都会与内心的恶魔们做斗争
But tonight I won't spend another second in my feelings
但今夜 我不会再浪费时间在不安的感觉了
'Cause I'm sick of winning but being my worst critic
因为我厌倦了获胜 内心映现出一位不苟言笑的批判家
Getting with it, just admit it you couldn't have gone and did it
占为己有 直面内心 你不能就这么一走了之
It's like I took a talent and turned it into a business
像是我毁了你 把我们的感情变作一场交易
And I ruined what I love over motherf**king distance
我毁了爱情 我的感情竟也无法逾越距离产生不安感
But I guess it's what I do, that's what I've always done
但我清楚 我一直想做的 内心呼唤已久的事情
Run like I'm staring down the barrel of a smoking gun
抽离出来 逃跑吧 像是我的背后被枪管所瞄准
Never paying any mind to how far we've come
我从不介怀 我们之间疏离了多远
The blame is all mine, with some time I can overcome
都怪罪我吧 韶光会指引我如何浴火重生
But
可是
You're breaking up
你渴求支离破碎
You're breaking up
分手就是解脱
Can barely hear you anymore
你再也不闻不问 一切都不痛不痒
I'm waking up
我逐渐幡然醒悟
I'm waking up
振作是种良药
F**k it, I'm passed out on the floor
糟糕 我失去意识昏倒在地
(down, down, down we go)
（下沉 浸入冰海 让我们走吧）
And you don't want this anymore
你不愿再安于故俗 溺于旧闻
We're breaking up
我们支离破碎
We're breaking up
一别两宽
And you're walking out the door
然后你从我的世界中消失
You're breaking up
你渴求支离破碎
You're breaking up
分手就是解脱
Can barely hear you anymore
你不再寻根究底
I'm waking up
我逐渐幡然醒悟
I'm waking up
孤篷自振
F**k it, I'm passed out on the floor
糟糕 我昏厥在地板上
(down, down, down we go)
（消沉 不安 我们远离尘世吧）
And you don't want this anymore
你不愿再安于故俗 溺于旧闻
We're breaking up
我们支离破碎
We're breaking up
曲终人散
And you're walking out the door
你终究还是从我的世界中销声匿迹…