Hurting on Purpose (feat. K.Flay) [Biicla Remix]

编曲 : Biicla
我在白天无法感知自己的存在
I don't feel myself in the daytime
而在深夜里，我是只夜行动物
Late night, I'm late night
我在白天无法感知自己的存在
No, I don't feel myself in the daytime
一切太真实，在光天化日之下
Everything is too real, bright lights
我曾一直飙到九十五迈，冲向大海
I've been pushing ninety-five, I'm headed to the ocean
我曾不停喝着酒抽着烟，烟酒交加
I've been drinking, smoking, smoking, drinking, drinking, smoking
这多美好，因为这些坏事深入骨髓
And it's good 'cause it's bad, cuts and it kills
但我早已对这种感觉厌倦恶心
But I'm sick of how it feels
你难道不清楚我故意将自己中伤？
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose?
你难道不明白我是故意放纵自毁？
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose?
不要相信那表面上的表象
Don't believe what lies on the surface
我已然爱上，与疼痛相爱
I'm in love, I'm in love with the pain
Don't you know I'm—
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Don't you know I'm—
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进退之间我感受不到生之鲜活
I don't feel alive in the middle
高高低低，我经历着高潮低谷
High, low, I'm high, low
进退之间我感受不到生之鲜活
I don't feel alive in the middle
不曾拥有，甚至一点都没有过
Not even just a little bit
前前后后，摇摆不定
Back, forth
我曾一直喝着酒抽着烟，烟酒交加
I've been smoking, drinking, drinking, smoking, smoking, drinking
我曾不停做着不该做的，直到麻木
I've been doing what I shouldn't 'til my mind ain't thinking
这多美好，因为这些坏事深入骨髓
And it's good 'cause it's bad, cuts and it kills
但我早已对这种感觉厌倦恶心
But I'm sick of how it feels
你难道不清楚我故意将自己中伤？
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose?
你难道不明白我是故意放纵自毁？
Don't you know I'm hurting on purpose?
近日以来，那些却都解决不了问题
Lately though, that sh*t isn't working
已然受够，我受够了这所有的疼痛
Had enough, had enough of the pain
Don't you know I'm—
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Don't you know I'm—
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