Hate n' Love

Feeling used but I'm still missing you
察觉被利用 却仍控制不住对你的思念
And I can't see the end of this
这种感觉就像无底洞般将我吞噬
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
只想沉沦于你的吻在我唇间的流连
And now all this time is passing by
但如今这些都已是过眼云烟
But I still can't seem to tell you why
我还是不能告诉你为什么
It hurts me every time I see you
为什么我每次见你都心痛如割
Realize how much I need you
因为我意识到我对你的依赖之深
I don't mean no harm
我没有恶意
I just miss you on my arm
只是怀念你挽着我手臂时的温度
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼的钟声如同警钟
Caution tape around my heart
警戒线将我的心脏紧紧缠绕
I hate you, I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱你
Don't want to but I can't put
身不由己地沉溺
Nobody else above you
不想让别人占据你的位置
I hate you, I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I want you
我恨我爱你
You want her, you need her
你却爱她 深陷于她
And I'll never be her
我永远无法成为你爱的那个她
I don't mean no harm
我没有恶意
I just miss you on my arm
只是怀念你挽着我手臂时的温度
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼的钟声如同警钟
Caution tape around my heart
警戒线将我的心脏紧紧缠绕
You ever wonder what we could have been?
你有没有想过我们会是什么样子
You said you wouldn't and you fxxking did
你说过不会发生的事都一一实现
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fxxking fix
同床异梦 满嘴谎话 药物上瘾
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all mixed
现在我喝下的酒精混合着我所有复杂的感情
All alone I watch you watch her
我茕茕孑立 看着你专注地看着她
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
她是唯一走入你视线的人
You don't care you never did
你不在乎 你从来没有
You don't give a damn about me
给过我哪怕一点关心
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我形影相吊 看着你专注地看着她
She's the only thing you've ever seen
她就是你视野里的唯一
How is it you never notice
你怎么从来没注意到
That you are slowly killing me
你正在将我凌迟至死
I hate you, I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I love you
我恨我爱你
Don't want to, but I can't put
身不由己地沉溺
Nobody else above you
不想让别人占据你的位置
I hate you, I love you
我恨你 我爱你
I hate that I want you
我恨我想独占你
You want her, you need her
你却爱她 想要将她独占
And I'll never be her
我永远无法成为你心中的那个她
I miss you when I can't sleep
每当我辗转反侧难以入眠 都对你无比想念
Or right after coffee
或是在喝过一杯咖啡之后
Or right when I can't eat
又或是在我毫无食欲之时
I miss you in my front seat
想念你坐在我的前座
Still got sand in my sweaters
我的毛衣里还残留着沙粒
From nights we don't remember
那是某个我们都已记不清的夜晚
Do you miss me like I miss you?
你会像我想你一样想起我吗
Messed around and got attached to you
我把一切弄得一团糟 还爱上了你
Friends can break your heart too
你会为你的朋友们心碎
And I'm always tired but never of you
而我总是身心俱疲 却从不厌倦你