Acrylic

I guess I'm awake, ****, why me?
Couldn't he just take me in my sleep?
I guess he doesn't exist
After all, I should be dead for what I've said
(Dead, dead for what I've said)
I been looking for love in algorithms
Tryin' to find my piece of mind
I been playin' with drugs since I lost my gun
And these acrylics keep breakin' and breakin' and
You're still the rose below my shin
And every day I fight to not ask how you been
I've been wasted not thinkin' 'bout what's next
'Cause you know when movies end, no one reads the creds
I'm switching to a new diet, heavy on lead
Open up my lips, let the end begin
I wonder, would you care if I wasn't here?
I wonder, would you care? I wonder, would you care?
If I shoot and miss, I know you'll never miss me
If I shoot and miss, I know you'll never miss me again
I been looking for love in algorithms
Tryin' to find my piece of mind
I been playin' with drugs since I lost my gun
And these acrylics keep breakin' and breakin' and