Fixated

Everyday I wake up on my own
Even when you're right next to me
And I feel like I never left home
Always too damn scared to leave
And I hate that you'll never admit it
Even when I know that it's a lie
Just know that I'll never forget it
And it's there in the back of my mind

So I choose to stay
Despite all your future mistakes
I'm blinded by love that isn't enough
Fixated on what could've been us
Fixated on what should've been us babe
What could've been us

Yesterday helped me figure you out
You're the one when making me crazy
You love when I'm screaming out loud
The next day you're calling me baby
And I know what I said
But baby don't change
I love all the fights
I love all the games
And I hate but I have to admit it
Making up is what keeps me around

So I choose to stay
Despite all my future mistakes
I'm blinded by love that isn't enough
Fixated on what could've been us
Fixated on what should've been us babe
What could've been us

I'm blinded by love
Fixated on
I'm fixated on
What should've been us babe
What could've been us babe