A Year Of My Life

I won't let you close enough to tear down the walls that I built up
cuz I can't take another year like this
I won't let you ruin me by making me feel like you wanna to be
close to me when you love someone else
I've spent a year of my life waiting for you to pull out the knife
I spent a year of my life loving you
You made a fool out of me pretending nothing mattered
and I'm sick of it
I let every moment with you be a moment of hope and I wish you knew
that I would of taken a bullet for you
A part of me want to let you go but my head and my heart have a civil war
and I don't know, I don't know what to do
I've spent a year of my life waiting for you to pull out the knife
I spent a year of my life loving you
You made a fool out of me pretending nothing mattered
and I'm sick of it
I've spent a year of my life waiting for you to pull out the knife
I spent a year of my life loving you
And you made a fool out of me pretending nothing mattered
and I'm sick of it