Millions

I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line and I get no answers
Something wrong with me?
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind, still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Money can't buy happiness, only rents it
I told myself I wanna finish it and I meant it
I hated every fxcking second, hated every mention
Searching and screaming for all the reasons
That you wanted more appealing and attention
You turned my blood against me, you made me hate my bestie
You fxcking ruined me, man, but you don't care
Every message that I would send you would just air
Oh well, fxck it, you got what you wanted
At my expense, you did it, you already won it
And now I'm picking up my pieces, done with all your leases
I hope you hear this and hate it
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line and I get no answers
Something wrong with me?
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind, still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
I know I'm not easy to be around
Hard times, you're holding me down and I like how you smile
Even when I make a fool of myself, still
You want nobody else, and that shit really helps
Diamond in the rough, you know I mean it
You don't want the money or the fame, you'd rather leave it
Leave it just to help out all the people with their mental
Fundamental, you are my sentimental dealer
Turning down my compliments, I really hate it
Since I'm trying to boost your confidence, I really made it
Since you helped with my issues, stronger than ever
Want you to know it, forever
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line and I get no answers
Something wrong with me?
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind, still I get so anxious
And I can't help me