i hate u, i love u

Hello
你好
U know sometimes I wonder
你知道吗？有的时候
what was I ever so good or even mayebe they were too good for me ?
别人对我太好，让我怀疑我对他人是不是不够好
Maybe I must maybe they were mad for
可能我应该变得更好，或者他们好的太过火了
could try a little harder
我应该试着成为一个更好的男人
I don't know
我不知道
I just……I just wish there would be different
我只是……只是想变得与众不同
Love u, kill me, set ghost
如嗜毒般爱你，使我夜卧梦魇
Can breathe then a year I hurt so much
看起来波澜不惊却重创心灵
might be I drunk so much
或许我被你神魂颠倒
Try my best still didn't work
我试着清醒清醒却仍是心醉神迷
brand new u were already broke
你也受伤心碎了吧
birds' love wound somebody else
薄如蝉翼的爱情让我们两败俱伤
had love when u only had lust
我爱上的你竟沉迷于纸醉金迷
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，却爱你
I hate that I love u
我恨爱你的我
Don't want to, but I can put nobody else above u
我想方设法让其他人取代你在我心中的位置，却屡试屡败
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，但我又深爱着你
I hate that I want u
我恨想拥有你的我
U want her, u need her
你想要她，你需要他
and I'll never be her
但我却变不成你喜欢的模样
Took every single once I ever had
时常想到
have one left if feel got last
你我在一起的一点一滴
came move on memories in the past
却随着时光流逝，逐渐模糊不清
Everything we did, everything that u say
算了吧 什么美好时光
be get fuck don't need care
我都无所谓
All I care about is leading goal
我想做的是掌权成势
Say this everything fades slow
这是唯一不会改变的
All we know when u hear the soul
我们都清楚自己到底想要什么
Don't even care nowhere it get time
就会不顾一切得拼命得到他
took my soul and I never cry
魂不守舍却从不低头
God told me that u never must
上帝告诉我一定不能认输
never rule last devil in disgust
我要让恶魔都心甘情愿地臣服于我
Why did u do it, why did u do it
你为什么要伤害我，要放弃我们的感情
We were so young also too foolish
还是我们太年少轻狂，愚昧无知
Love so blood
爱让人心碎
Feel so good
爱让人心醉
I could see u was no good
你一无好处
Mama told me I should give up
妈妈告诉我应该早点放弃
little kid ever good at listening
自认为长大的我却从不听劝
Now fuck here
Why ain't my mom fool dad
为什么我妈如此忠诚于我爸
don't even matter only good when u hear
他们感情好是千真万确的好
Say love is dangerous drug
爱有剧毒
only thing dangeroous it's the one u want to trust
我却甘心服毒自尽
came blame bill when u had a choice
你可以将责任都推到金钱上
to keep on fighting or letting it go
继续被利益熏心或尝试着淡泊名利
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，却无法不爱你
I hate that I love u
我恨爱你的我
Don't want to, but I can put nobody else above u
任何人都无法占据甚至超越你在我心中的地位
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，却舍不得你
I hate that I want u
我恨想要你专属于我的自己
U want her, u need her
你想要她，你需要她
and I'll never be her
我永远无法成为你心目中的她
Be it for years right about now
逝者如斯夫
Why bother every single tears
何必关心掉过的几滴眼泪
that we know exactly how we feel
只有自己清楚自己的感受
She said that she wasn't perfect
她说她不再一尘不染
Because u deal her dirty
因为你对她不加尊重
cold heart in mine I could feel nothing
冰冷的心无法再去感知温情
legally, miracle came out no word
世上本无奇迹
forgive me every time when I took a tid ball
可我就是要创造奇迹
So beautiful gets us smile
未来的美好风光
Call in the moment strutter breaks it down
只有对未来充满信心的人才能领略
lLook into my eyes then u say u were
你我对视 许下承诺
Kiss feel replace thousands words
亲吻胜过千言万语
Only thing love teaches is experience
经验是爱情给我们上的唯一一课
Someone learns is self-destruct
有些人可能以身试险
from the pain, embarrase me that wasn't good for our relationship
痛苦隐隐作现，继续挣扎对我们的感情有害无益
Call me crazy, call me mad
或许你觉得我疯狂，抑或痴癫
I don't care, kiss my ass
我一点儿都不在乎，跪下亲吻我的脚尖
I won't please nothing more, have my girl in my world
我不会再去迎合任何人的口味，因为我拥有了我亲爱的女孩
Now I lay me down I sleep
现在我想休息一下
I pray it lord my soul to keep
主啊~让我的灵魂永葆纯真吧
And if I die, go for weak
如果我日趋衰弱或英年早逝
I pray it lord my soul to take
主啊~让我的灵魂追随你吧
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，你不知道我是多么爱你
I hate that I love u
我恨透了深爱你的我
Don't want to, but I can put nobody else above u
你的身影无法在我脑海散去
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，我爱你无法自拔
I hate that I want u
我恨想要独有你的我
U want her, u need her
你想要她，你追随她
and I'll never be her
我却无法跟上你的脚步
I found me , found something special in my life
我终于找到我生命中的独特之处
Some might make me feel good
一些让我赢得重视的方法
And I know my feelings for u would never change
我对你的爱 至死不渝
Because u was my 1st love
因为你早已是我的第一夫人
Because u was my 1st love
因为你 就是我的唯一
But I gotta move on from u
但是 我要开始我新的旅程了 这段旅程 没有你
And I forgive u everything u did to me
你的不好 我会忘记
But it's time for me to let u go
为我们的爱画下句号，去翻开新的篇章吧