Sober

I got no excuses for all of these goodbyes
我不再会对种种离别寻找借口
Call me when it's over, 'cause I'm dying inside
当一切结束的时候，我已黯然神伤
Call me when the shakes are gone
当颤抖消失时
And the cold sweats disappear
冷汗消失时叫醒我
Call me when it's over and myself has reappeared
当一切结束的时候，我已涅槃重生
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
我不明白，不明白，真不明白为何
I do it every, every, every time
我每次都这样做，每次，每次
It's only when I'm lonely
只有当我孤独无助的时候
Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight
有时我只想屈服，缴械投降，放弃抵抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我努力，努力，努力，从未放弃
Just hold me, I'm lonely
请抱紧我，因为我很孤独
Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
妈妈请原谅我不再清醒
And daddy, please, forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸请原谅我再次喝的酩酊大醉
To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before
对于那些从未离开我的人，那些一起走过的道路
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
我很抱歉，我不再清醒
I'm sorry to my future love for the man that left my bed
我要向未来的爱人道歉，因为我夜夜寻欢作乐
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
我已不能给你实现我脑海中美好的爱情故事
And I'm sorry for the fans I lost who watched me fall again
我要向过去喜欢过我的粉丝道歉，因为我再次坠入深渊
I wanna be a role model, but I'm only human
我想变成你们心中完美的模样，但我只是个平淡无奇的普通人
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
我不明白，不明白，真不明白为何
I do it every, every, every time
我每次都这样做，每次，每次
It's only when I'm lonely
只有当我孤独无助的时候
Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight
有时我只想屈服，缴械投降，放弃抵抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我努力，努力，努力，从未放弃
Just hold me, I'm lonely
请抱紧我，因为我很孤独
Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
妈妈请原谅我不再清醒
And daddy, please, forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸请原谅我再次喝的酩酊大醉
To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before
对于那些从未离开我的人，那些一起走过的道路
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
我很抱歉，我不再清醒
I'm sorry that I'm here again, I promise I'll get help
我很抱歉又重蹈覆辙，我保证不再沉沦
It wasn't my intention, I'm sorry to myself
这不是我本意，我愧对于自己