In My Mind

In my mind
在我心中
In a future five years from now
从现在开始未来五年
I'm one hundred and twenty pounds
我有一百二十磅
And I never get hung over
我从不宿醉
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我会严于律己
Never minding what state I'm in
无论我是何种状态
And I will be someone I admire
我会成为我欣赏的人
And it's funny how I imagined
现在想象我会成为那种人
That I would be that person now
感觉很有趣
But it does not seem to have happened
但这似乎没有实现
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实
That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人
And in my mind
在我心中
In the faraway here and now
从现在开始
I've become in control somehow
我不知怎么已经变得控制力很强
And I never lose my wallet
我从来不丢钱包
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我会严于律己
Never ****ing up anything
从不搞砸任何事
And I'll be a good defensive driver
我会成为一个遵规守纪的好司机
And it's funny how I imagined
现在想象我会成为那种人
That I would be that person now
感觉很有趣
But it does not seem to have happened
但这似乎没有实现
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人
And in my mind
在我心中
When I'm old I am beautiful
当我老去我依然美丽
Planting tulips and vegetables
种些郁金香和蔬菜
Which I will mindfully watch over
精心照料
Not like me now
不像现在的我
I'm so busy with everything
做什么都很匆忙
That I don't look at anything
从不注意任何事
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
但我确定当我老去我会留意
And it's funny how I imagined
现在想象我会成为那种人
That I could be that person now
感觉很有趣
But that's not what I want
那不是我现在想要的
But that's what I wanted
但是我曾经想要的
And I'd be giving up somehow
我也许会放弃
How strange to see
那样很莫名其妙
That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be
我不想成为我想成为的人
And in my mind
在我心中
I imagine so many things
我思绪万分
Things that aren't really happening
想象不切实际的事
And when they put me in the ground
当我回到现实
I'll start pounding the lid
我眨着眼睛
Saying I haven't finished yet
说，“我还没想完”
I still have a tattoo to get
我还要纹一个纹身
That says I'm living in the moment
却有个声音对我说“这一刻我是活着的”
And it's funny how I imagined
我想象的方式很有趣
That I could win this, win this fight
我可以赢得这场从未赢过的奋斗
But maybe it isn't all that funny
也许没有那么有趣
That I've been fighting all my life
我一直都在奋斗
But maybe I have to think it's funny
但也许我得认为这很有趣
If I wanna live before I die
如果我想在有生之年好好生活
And maybe it's funniest of all
也许这是就最有趣的
To think I'll die before I actually see
认为我此生都不会认清
That I am exactly the person that I want to be
我就是我想成为的那个人
I am exactly the person that I want to be
太对了，我就是我想成为的那个人