already tired

I just woke up
我刚睁开了我睡眼惺忪的眼
And I'm already tired
但我依然感到疲惫
Feel sick from my head down to my stomach
全身上下没有一处能够让我感到轻松
The longer I stay in bed
我在被窝里的瘫的越久
Forget what I said
就总会忘记过我所说过的话
About all the goals I met
还有那些我已经完成了的目标
They don't mean a thing to me anymore
但是那些东西对于我来说就像身外之物 没有任何意义
I know that's bad
我知道这糟糕透了
But you don't have to tell me that
但你不必告诉我那些我已经知道的
I already know
我已经明白了
I'm too hard on myself
我对我自己太过于苛刻
I'm stubborn to ask for help
我固执地寻求帮助
When it's offered
当它向我伸出援手时
I swear that I'm doing
我发誓我会的
Oh so well
这感觉不错
Then push them away, yeah
把压力置于脑后
I just woke up
我刚睁开了我睡眼惺忪的眼
But I wish that I didn't
但我希望我没有
I haven't ate in a while
我好久没吃东西了
But the kitchen feels so far
但厨房对我来说感觉太远了
I hear your car
我听到你的汽车声
Are you already leaving?
你正打算离我远去吗
It's two in the afternoon
现在是下午两点
I should get up soon, I know
我知道我该起床了
You don't have to tеll me that
你没必要告诉我那些
I already know I nevеr
我已经知道的东西
****ing changed
一切都变了
I know that I'm not alone
我知道我不孤独
But it feels like I am
这个感觉就好像我
I ****ing hate my brain
在厌恶我该死的大脑
So push me away, yeah
糟心的玩意置于脑后
Just push me away
让它们离我远点