Rise of the fallen

录制：HPC鱿鱼
混音：WTZ
编曲：Jane beatz production
和声编写：D1WHY
封面：D1WHY
【intro】
Hello, you there? listen
嗨，你在吗？听着
This is not some hypx $hxt
这不是危言耸听
This is not something I'm proud to talk about
这也不是什么值得炫耀的事
because you don' t know what it feels like,It feels like. failure
你不明白这种感觉，就像是一无是处
【Hook】
You said you wanna read what's my real mind
你说你想明白我的真实想法
Depression made me wanna suicide
绝望让我难以呼吸
I didnt know what's right cause too many lies
不知何为正确因为谎言缠身
Devil said death or life I couldnt choose
恶魔说死或生,我无法选择
Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time
不要让我醉生梦死浪费时间
I wanna go back to a real life
我想回到真实的世界
Please don't cover my eyes
请不要蒙蔽我的双眼
I wanna see the shine
我想要看到不远的光芒
【verse 1(D1WHY)】
You got me feeling lifeless
你使我变得毫无生气
My sadness went to another stage
我的沮丧已经到了另一个高度
As if my body was weightless
仿佛身体失重
The major weakness was exploited by bada$$
任人利用我的软弱
I always say it's nothingwrong
我总是说没关系
Through you look down upon me
尽管你看不起我
My heart is like fallen leaf
实际上我的心如同地上的落叶
To be swept away is its destiny
被清扫是才它的命运
You called my phone said you really know where do I zone.
你给我打电话说你清楚我的立场
I'm really tired and i just wanna go home
可是我真的很累我只想回家
But it seems to be going a wrong road
后来我似乎用了错误的方式
I lost myself in the steel jungle
逐渐我迷失在了这钢铁丛林
I told you something that I don’t hope so
我告诉过你一些我不愿意发生的事情
I don' t wanna lose you
不想失去你
i suspect you know the main fact！
我以为你知道我歌里写给你的一切
Really: Nope!
事实上你并不知道
It's all that you want and more
你说现在这样是你想要的结果
I’ve nothing can lost
可我再没什么可失去的了
【verse2 （Siberpunk)】
Sometimes it feels like you drown and
有时感觉像是下坠
sometimes the whole system broke Down and
有时感觉整个心态都崩了
sometimes I think everyone's a Clown
有时我认为每个人像小丑
And pretending nothings wrong while put that mask on.
戴上他们的面具，假装没有什么问题
Saying, Sorry mom I can't cheer myself up.when the night approached, and darkness fell upon.
我说,对不起妈妈，每当黄昏临近,夜幕笼罩,我感到特别难受
Wait, Can you tell Ronny she's my babe
等等,你能告诉罗妮我爱她嘛
But I fxxked up so hard, so we can't meet this week
但是我最近真的太忙了,这周没法相见
god save me from myself never being in the right road
上帝救救我,我从未站到正确的位置
Accusing of making up shxt and assigned the wrong role
不明真相的人捏造事实,把我摆到了错误的位置
Straight up, be brave, all that pep talk
“站起来,坚强点”朋友都这样对我说
this is not something you can shout out and shoot for
可这并不是我鼓起勇气就能够回应的
I'm too proud I stayed in the bathroom while my lady cooking
当夫人在做饭，我待在浴室一个人哭
The demon's talking, the neighbors dog forever barking
梦魇在低语,邻居的狗叫个不停
I'm like no one else but the man I despise
我觉得我变成了我最讨厌的样子，和别人都不一样
cry under his eyes, didn't stand and put up a fight
在另一个自己眼皮下哭泣,无法反抗
Desolation, isolation, wanna fly above
荒凉,孤独,快点飞走吧
She wxxped and cried, saying"I don't want nothing from you!
她哭泣着说:我没想过从你身上得到什么啊！
I said cut that shxt bxxch leave me alone
我说,离我远点，我想一个人静静。
You should never say that when you love someone
当你爱一个人的时候，不该那样对她
I get it, but hide yourself in some holes like a fxxking mole,started buried deep
我能理解，你像个无助的鼹鼠一样躲在洞里,开始深埋自己
How about try to help your friends in need
该如何帮助你患难的朋友
God save my soul, Hate to make my mamma sad
上帝救救我吧,我不想让妈妈伤心
Guess I'm doing everybodys favor if it went bang
若我的负面情绪消散,这对大家应该都有好处
【Hook】
You said you wanna read what's my real mind
你说你想明白我的真实想法
Depression made me wanna suicide
绝望让我难以呼吸
I didnt know what's right cause too many lies
不知何为正确因为谎言缠身
Devil said death or life I couldnt choose
恶魔说死或生,我无法选择
Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time
不要让我醉生梦死浪费时间
I wanna go back to a real life
我想回到真实的世界
Please don't cover my eyes
请不要蒙蔽我的双眼
I wanna see the shine
我想要看到不远的光芒
【verse 3 （D1WHY）】
repeated confession
不断忏悔
A section of my session which fall apart with the affection
内心世界的一部分随着自我影响分崩离析
I've lost the direction
我迷失了自己
I can't be flex’in the face of sudden great pressure
突如其来的压力无法自如应对
eh, ain' t no time to wait
诶，没法再等了
you said that I stayed up all night till daybreak
你说完后我彻夜未眠直到破晓
It made me crazy, I was love sick
我已经疯了,我陷入思念
The current situation is hard to change
现状因此难以改变
feeling like tape around my heart
仿佛身陷囚笼
That's the worst part
那是最糟糕的时刻
They acted so tough
他们咄咄逼人
They called me trash
他们把我说的一无是处
My world was getting dark
我逐渐自闭
Am I out of touch and not strong enough?
我是否内心不够强大变得难以接近?
Unwilling to sink down and hate to frown
我不愿就此惆怅沉沦
Day after day, more and more wrong
日复一日,越走越错
I dont wanna curl up in a crummy corner
不想蜷缩在灰暗的角落
I wanna break it all like a violent thunder
要像雷霆一样打破这不堪的一切
【Hook】
You said you wanna read what's my real mind
你说你想明白我的真实想法
Depression made me wanna suicide
绝望让我难以呼吸
I didnt know what's right cause too many lies
不知何为正确因为谎言缠身
Devil said death or life I couldnt choose
恶魔说死或生,我无法选择
Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time
不要让我醉生梦死浪费时间
I wanna go back to a real life
我想回到真实的世界
Please don't cover my eyes
请不要蒙蔽我的双眼
I wanna see the shine
我想要看到不远的光芒