this body means nothing to me

They say they saw him with a gun
他们说他们看见他拿着把枪
They think he'll stop but they don't know
他们说他会结果自己，但他们也不清楚
There's people talking in the dark
有人在漆黑中窃窃私语
They seem to care
他们似乎看起来在乎这个人
And I keep falling in and out
我不停地跌跌撞撞
And it leaves me rotten
这让我自甘堕落
But I doubt he's had enough
我觉得他可能受够了
Had enough, had enough
厌倦了，活累了
Feels like I'm standing on the outside
我站在外面
Looking in
望向那里面
And I know this body's not mine
我知道这具尸体不是我的
To begin with
一开始的时候
I wish that I could crawl out
我希望自己能从
My skin
疲惫的躯体解脱
And see the world
好好看一眼这个世界
And I promise this is the last time
我保证这是最后一次了
I admit it
我承认
These days just seem to pass by
这些日子就这么浑浑噩噩飞逝
In a minute
一分钟后
A pistol and a small town
一把枪，一个无人知晓的小镇
We've seen it all before
镇子里的人彼此熟络
And I just wish I could go outside
我只希望我能够解脱
Without this fear of harm
再没有这种担心伤害的恐惧
And I should probably see a counselor
我或许该去看看心理医生
Cause I don't feel too well
因为我心里总是不舒服
And why am I always the bad guy
为什么我总是个恶棍
When I just try to help
当我仅仅想伸出援手时
This body means nothing to me
这具尸体对我来说毫无意义
At all
活着无任何意义