In My Feelings

I'm drained
我烂醉如泥
Physically, Mentally, Emotionally
生理 心理 情绪上都醉的一塌糊涂
I done gave you all of me but still you couldn't devote to me
我毫无保留的为你奉献但你甚至都做不到对我忠诚
Told you bout the ****** in my past and how they hurted me
我告诉你我的前任们如何伤害了我
But you swore up and down that you wasn't the same
你多么诚挚地起誓你不会做那样的蠢事
And how you do **** differently
你与他们不同
You tweaked on me
可你骗了我
Thought I didn't know bout the **** ***** you was really on
你还以为我发现不了你上的那些
Thought I didn't know bout the creeping and the cheating and the sneaking and the hoes steady texting yo phone
还以为我发现不了你的偷腥出轨和那些不停发短信给你的们
***** yeah I knew
我都知道
Yeah I knew *****
我什么都知道
I just waiting on you *****
我只是在等
I was just waiting for the truth *****
我在等你坦诚告诉我这些破事
But look what you do
但你做了什么
Just let me go
你让我滚
Leave me alone
把我一个人丢下
You know damn well that you doing me wrong
你心知肚明你做的事多对不起我
You know damn well I don't deserve all the **** that you do
你知道我根本不该承受你搞出来的这些恶心事
But you still blowing up my phone like
但你还毫不知耻地不停拨我的电话说着
Bae wait don't walk out
宝贝别离开我
Baby sit down lets talk about it
坐下来我们谈谈吧
Baby don't leave just think about it
宝贝别走再给我一次机会吧
And then I tweak about it
但我一口回绝了
Cuz now im in the position I was already in
因为现在的我就是我应该成为的人
Getting myself hurt over and over again
我一次一次地受伤
And you doing all **** that you already did
任由你做的荒唐事也该到此为止了
And I'm telling myself
我告诉自己
Man we done got years in this ****
我们在这种变态关系中挣扎了数年
And if I leave then that's it
我一旦离开就无法破镜重圆了
But im done with this ****
但我是真的受够了
I can't take this **** no more man tell me what's this for man
这种痛苦是人都受不了而我也不隐忍了
What did I do to deserve all this pain
我做了什么伤天害理的事要承受这种痛苦
Gave you loyalty and all I wanted was the same
我对你忠贞不二只求你也忠诚
Gave you all my trust but you took that **** in vein
我给你信任你却让它付诸东流
Tried to play me like a goofy like I didn't know the game but
你把我当做一个毫不知情的傻瓜耍来耍去
I'm done *****
我真的够了
I'm done with ya
我实在受够了
This my message
这就是我要说的
From me to you
我要让你知道
You got me in my feelings
你伤透了我的心
(you got me)
你让我
You got me in my feelings
你让我肝肠寸断
(you got me)
你让我
You got me
你让我痛不欲生
(baby you got me)
你让我
You got me
你让我伤痛麻木
(baby you got me)
你让我
You got me in my feelings
你把我伤的体无完肤
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I still love you that's the crazy part about it all
这段感情中最荒唐的就是我还爱着你
I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't come running when you called
如果我说你打给我电话我不会焦急奔向你那我就是在撒谎
I'd be lying if I said that I wouldn't drop it all
如果我说我不会放下一切只为你那我就是在撒谎
**** them other ****** you know I put you before them all
我无视他人把你放在最重要的位置
I'm the one that's been down through it all
我才是和你共度了人生起伏的人
I'm the one that picks you up when you fall
我才是在你跌落时给你鼓励支持的人
I'm the one that held it down with no prob
我才是那个对你无条件信任的人
When **** got hard
无论人生多么差劲
So tell me what it is what **** going on like
告诉我现在我们算什么以后我们怎么办
Tell me what it is boy tell me what it ain't
告诉我是非的标准究竟是什么
Tell me how you feel boy tell me what you thank
告诉我你到底怎么想的
Tell me is it real boy tell me is it fake
告诉我这是不是就是一场亦真亦假的梦
Is it really what you want or is you just playing games like
这就是你想要的吗还是说你从来就只是玩玩
Cuz **** not adding up
时间从没让我们的关系变得更坚固
You steady telling me you love me but you acting up
你假惺惺的告诉我你多爱我,一遍又一遍
And everytime we move forward its like you backing up
每当我们前进一寸时你又在心上退我千丈
But we gon been through this all ain't it bad enough like
这时间的拉锯让人辨不清好坏
What I didn't text you enough (no)
好像都怪我我没有发足够多的短信关心你
What I wasn't ***y enough (no)
好像是我不够性感
What I didn't *** you enough didn't call not enough was my love not enough like
好像是我满足不了你的性幻想没有给你打足够的电话没有给你足够的爱
Damn tell me how you feel
他妈的你倒是告诉我你到底在想什么
You got me ova here in my
你让我自己胡思乱想
You got me in my feelings
任我自己伤春悲秋
(you got me)
都是你
You got me in my feelings
让我伤透了心
(you got me)
你让我遍体鳞伤
You got me
你让我体无完肤
(baby you got me)
你让我悲痛欲绝
You got me
你让我五脏俱焚
(baby you got me)
你让我麻木不仁
You got me in my feelings
你伤透了我
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You got me in my feelings what am I to do
你让我不知道该怎么办
Tell me do I leave or do I stick with you
告诉我到底该离开还是继续坚守
Stick with you
我该留在你身边吗
I'm so confused
剪不断
Baby im confused
理还乱
Tell me do I leave or
告诉我是否该离开
Do I stick with you stick with you what do I do
还是留下来
Tell me what I do
告诉我该怎么做
Baby do I leave or.........
我该离开吗