why do i still call knowing you won't ever answer

Overheating due to thoughts overloading my brain
这思想使我的大脑超负荷运转
No reason to try knowing it'll end with pain
没有理由再去尝试 早就知道会以痛苦结束
Anyway, no one ever listens to anything i say
反正也没有人会倾听我 理解我
Followed by embarrassment, always wearing shame
接着就是无尽的窘迫 总是在羞愧
Things i can't contain, i gotta learn to shut up
对于我不能控制的事 还是学会闭嘴吧
I've figured out that no one really gives a ****
反正也没有人真正的在乎我
I ask myself about why you don't pick up your phone
我问自己 你为什么不接我电话
But i know it's cause he's in your sheets at home
可我明明知道 是因为他在你床上
Things i think about when i'm alone
在我孑然一身时 常想一些事
She was once mine but now she's something i no longer own
曾经她是属于我的 但 那也只是曾经了
Something i no longer own
我再也没能拥有她
I'd rather not know about all the things you do
我宁愿装作什么都不知道的样子
Keep all that **** between just him and you
把这些全都藏进你和他之间
I'd rather not know about all the things you do
我宁愿装作什么都不知道的样子
Keep all that **** between just him and you
把这一切藏在你和他之间 不要让我知道
Woah
唉...
Woah
唉...
How could i pick up the phone
我该以什么样的语气去接起这通电话
Slo mo
救救我吧 我好难受
My vision started to go
我的视线已经开始变模糊了
And i wait，And i pray
我等待着 祈祷着
For the panic to just go away
恐惧感才刚消失
But it stays，And it clings
却又停留了 甚至在攀附着
To the walls in the body of me。
侵占着 我的整个身心